this story describes the gruesome details of a girl who had to sprout into her big girl pants perhaps too quickly. this memoir is a true story about the author hrl stein, who wishes to remain anonymous. follow stein, as she recounts the "beginning" of her life starting at the age of 14. witness true fear a young teen can go through that involves abuse, rape, drugs, sex, and self hatred. no this is not a recovery story because everyday of her life is a different recovery. this story is written purely to express that a black hole is limitless and possibly endless but that also means limitless directions. reader discretion is advised.