Everyone has battle scars in one form or another. Oikawa Tooru however, has the worst kind. He's in the middle of a raging war with his own mind, and his father. It seems almost impossible for the war to be over, and for him to be happy. It also seems that Iwaizumi can be the only one to save him. What's the real reason he never shows up to practice? WARNING | TALK OF DEPRESSION AND SELF HARMING INCLUDING DOMESTIC ABUSE Enjoy~ ♡

Hinata is severely injured during a match, causing him to fall into a coma. With mixed probabilities playing into his unsure recovery, how will Kageyama react to the possibility of losing his best friend? All characters from Haikyuu!! are not mine. The others not mentioned in the manga and corresponding anime are of my own invention. #282 in Haikyuu!! on Wattpad #72 in hurt #1 in Kageyama Story is rated mature for minor language, mentions of suicide, and possibly triggering topics such as panic attacks, trauma, and depression. Cover art is not mine. Started: January 7, 2018 Completed: February 11, 2021

"Why is everything so far away..." I asked myself. It felt like I was falling. It was like a eternal fall that wouldn't end. It felt like I was in the ocean, sinking. I had to get to the top but I couldn't. Why aren't I moving? Why is everything a blur.. What had happened to me? I don't understand what's going on! I'm scared and confused. I can't see or hear anything, but I can feel the presence of someone.. Who could it be? Why are they here? I couldn't believe it, that someone was actually there. I was never sure if someone cared for me. But maybe someone does... All of the sudden it felt like I was at the surface. I could hear someone talking.. *Sniffles* Crying..? Is someone crying? Why are they crying? "kageyama please... Please wake up.. please be alive. You can beat this. You can fight... Please fight.. fight for me and the rest of Karasuno.. please.." That was all I could hear before their presence was gone. Falling.. I feel like I'm falling again.. what's the point in fighting. I have nothing to fight for anymore. I've lost everything.. Wait! That voice! I recognized it.. Hinata?! Was it actually him?! Am I going crazy? No! It had to be him! "Wait! Hinata come back!" I tried to yell but nothing moved. My body, my mouth, my lips.. none of it moved. No sound or movements.....