COMPLETED! (SWEARING, SELF HARM, SELF HATE, ATTEMPTED SUCIDE, HOMOPHOBIC SLURRS AND ANXIETY ATTACK WARNING) First day of senior year! What could be better? (Stop looking at me like that, Connor, it was sarcasm!) Evan was nervous. Extremely nervous. He looked around the school lockers. Who was that boy with shoulder-length way brown hair, a black jacket and jeans? He saw him somewhere. He knew he did. Connor hated school. Absolutely hated it. School was hell. But, something is different about this year. It has something to do with that cute-no not cute-boy with blond short, a light blue polo shirt and khakis. Has he seen him somewhere before?......Definitely. (Cover is not mine! I don't know who made it, but it is awesome!)

A different death. A different letter mishap. A different relationship. A different reason. But the story is still there. What if Evan had talked to Zoe outside of Jazz Band?What if they started dating? What if Zoe had died? What if secrets get let out? What if someone gets hurt because of it? What if's build up, as does pressure, for both the abandoned and the grieving. They need support, and comfort. But to find it when the world is beginning to turn against them will be difficult. !! Notes !! These are the trigger warnings: Suicide, self-harm, heck ton of cursing, a few slurs, jokes about death (probably), panic attacks, a lot of sobbing I'll alternate POVs whenever I feel like it. Connor's view has the most angst and depression. Chapter # = Evan i's = Zoe # = Connor I do NOT own the cover art. Only the text on it- credit to Astrocitos on 8tracks.

The characters from Hamilton, In The Heights, Heathers, and Six react to stuff! Pretty self explanatory. (This book is complete and I will not be taking any more requests. Thank you.)

【Completed】 This is a fanfiction of Evan and Connor from Dear Evan Hansen. Treebros, correct? Connor Murphy starts to hang out with Evan Hansen. He was mostly intrigued by his existence. How he never managed to notice someone so nice and yet so broken before piqued his interest. He wanted to be friends with him. Maybe more? I want to thank Eli (@sleepy_crayon on insta) for giving me permission to use their art as my cover. Please check them out, their art is amazing! Also, I am not American, but I'm using some elements, such as mimicking the school system. So, as I'm not familiar with it, please correct me along the way.

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(READER IS ASSUMED FEMALE) I write one shots of character x reader here. I prefer not to write smut so if it's requested I'll put it in the chapter title to skip past if it's not your thing. I'll write for: Heathers Be More Chill Waitress Dear Evan Hansen Newsies Mean Girls SIX Bonnie and Clyde

i like a lot of musicals & i have a lot of feelings about them

That's it Made for laughs/not serious

Schwoopsie!

Title..duh ^ Musicals that shall be used: BMC Wicked Mean Girls Beetlejuice DEH Heathers Hamilton And any other musical that I can't think of right now. and I'm sorry I couldn't resist- (I'm not really sorry tho)