This is my many collections of poems I have written since I was 12 years of age. A lot of which in this time I was starting to struggle with depression and mental illness. I hadnt been exactly diagnosed yet at the time. But I would later find out the reasons why I had a multi talented lifestyle. Art and expression with exploration is a way for anyone to practice and harness all their hidden talents and desires they want to share with the world. And so, for the first time in my life, here is my story in a compilation of different poems describing how I felt in those moments while going through my depression. For my readers, I hope you enjoy this treasure and a piece of myself in writing. Happy reading!