Siphosethu "She will leave today with you! and we will make sure they get married tomorrow" Me"But I am only 18" My Mother hugged me, she said all she could to convince everyone that getting me married at 18 isn't fair . But my Father owed his father cows and it was only fair to give his daughter away to pay this debt . "Nje nani nibona, azange waphathwa yindoda engaze wa zekwa" "Yintombi enyulu" Yes my innocence were being paraded like it was Black Friday . Jola"Uyindoda emadodeni wena Radebe" "Bayohamba kule veki ilandelayo, beqala ubomi ubutsha bobabini. Ebe keyena unya ephangela, kodwa intombi iyakifundameza ikhaya. Ize ibentse azele abafana" Me"Tata!" My dad smiled at me, he was so proud of me for being a virgin, a virgin that will be given away to marry a guy I've never met, a virgin that will be a housewife and well give him children. Ziphozethu "Nooooo! Zee its still early " My friends believe in calling me the life of the party, they love how spontaneous I am and how carefree I am. Me"Nope, Its almost 4 you guys" The guys we were with tried convincing me with more vodka to stay. Lerato"Tshomi please stay" Me"How about we return tomorrow? drinks on me" Club literally going up on a tuesday, I am your typical nineteen year old. I rebel every now and then, I leave alone in Central Port Elizabeth . I don't remember much about my childhood or my parents, I work as a waitress at a nearby restaurant. A lot in my life doesn't make sense, but one thing I know is; I am happy and everything else doesn't matter. Two girls Two different characters One carefree One a housewife Life is not always what it looks like, and behind every smile is hardship that stays hidden. *********

BEFORE YOU READ THIS STORY, MAKE SURE YOU HAVE READ ALL 4 BOOKS BEFORE IT. MISS CHUBBY MISS CHILLED (EXCLUSIVE PDF AVAILABLE FOR R70. CONTACT 0685865380 FOR IT) FROM THE PAST; AND CLASSIC LOVE STORY ABOUT MISS THICK: She is potrayed as a free spirited advocate who has her shit together but is that all there is to the Biyela advovate? Is her life as smooth as it seems or does she have a past she doesn't even know about? There is only one way to find out...

Trigger Warning!!⚠️ Gugulethu is a pretty girl inside and out. Her 18th birthday party took a turn when she is sexually assaulted by someone she knew and that changed her forever. She came out of the closet with her sexuality, homophobic attacks from the community came her way and there was indenial from her family. She is a straight A's student who is depressed and masks who she is because she is a pastor's kid. Though there is power within her, she gets crushed like any other women alive can relate to. Masculinity is threatened and church is used to cover the TRUTH.

My Father's Best Friend. Me:"There's nothing special about me Nipho"He smiled and I realized that I've just called him with some nickname. Ohk Nosibusiso Nhla:"Nonsense, you're Special Nosi. More than you think and I..."He looked at me for a while and I held that glare until I couldn't take it anymore so my eyes ran around the room Nhla:"I'm glad you're part of us,I mean you're my friend's daughter"Yeah! That means a lot Me:"I...I guess then"I shrugged my shoulders. Did I tell you on how much this guy is making me so nervous? I wouldn't mind kissing him right now Nhla:"Know what? You'll tell me about yourself some other time" Me:"Would that be appropriate? Having you being my father's best friend?" Nhla:"There's nothing wrong with knowing my friend's daughter, I mean... It will also mean I'm your Uncle" Me:"Yeah I get it, I'll tell you some other time then"I say making my way up but before I can even take another step he called out for me Nhla:"Nosi, stop day dreaming about me "I looked at him shocked Me:"W..What do you mean?"I stutter Nhla:"I'm not blind Nosi but y.. you're my friend's daughter and looking at me like that is inappropriate"I smiled making my way up. Update:Monday, Wednesday and Friday.

when the heart speaks even God himself listens!