Loving my brother is a sin I know but i can't help my self. He will never love me as i love him

Sometimes on your life, darating ang isang taong magpapa isip sa'yo kung anong meron kayo. Hindi naman kayo, not yet in mutual understanding or even exclusively dating. Pinagbigyan ka lang ba o sadyang ikaw lang talaga ang nagbigay ng kahulugan? P. S. I don't blame anyone but myself. Babaeng umasa, umaasa at muling aasa dahil sa kanya.