Ranked #1 in end times as well as current events! Thank you, readers! Starting over is never easy. On the run from an abusive home and shunned by her family and friends, Arlana and her son seek refuge on a family farm. Heartbroken and with no one to turn to, she finds comfort in her new neighbours who welcome her with open arms. Finally trusted and accepted by those you'd least expect, she's able to settle in and find happiness. But happiness has a way of being short-lived when you're running from your past. Her family back home is unravelling at the seams. Her friendship takes a step in the wrong direction, and everything starts to come apart again. Will love be enough to mend her broken heart? Or will that very love threaten to topple all the happiness she's built?

A moment of vulnerability. Enduring consequences. Can Arlana ever forgive herself? Josiah leaves when she needs him most. As Arlana's whole world crumbles around her; her grandfather's terminal cancer, feelings of unworthiness, doubting Josiah's love - things don't seem like they can get worse. Drowning in grief and fear, she turns to Josiah's best friend, Lachlan. He alone knows her darkest secret. And he still cares for her and offers friendship and support. So she clings to him and the warmth of their friendship. Josiah however, is cold and aloof. He's a whole different person than Arlana remembers and it's tearing her up inside. All he does is push her away. Arlana knows that the things that matter most are the child growing within her and her young son. She must also find her way back to God, or has He turned His back on her as well? Caught between two different worlds; she must make a heartbreaking choice. The wrong one might destroy her spirit. Whatever her decision, there's no turning back.

1st place in Current Events (July 19,2019) Thank you! ** I marked this book as mature due to sexuality as well as some possible triggers. A murder takes place as well, but it is not described nor detailed. Just thought I'd put it out there just in case.. Arlana (Now Atarah) revisits her childhood abuse/cult activity. The last two chapters I put warnings at the top of the chapters)** This book follows "No Turning Back" in The Coming King series. Hoping for a clean break, Arlana follows through with her decision, refusing to look back. Aware of the tension it will cause she is certain she has made the right choice for her and her son. Life, however, isn't that easy. Facing the skeletons of her past, now in her present, she is more determined than ever to hold onto her faith. What can she do? Surrounded by her antisemitic family, life is more than a little challenging. The demons from Atarah's past are alive and well after tragedy hits. Atarah's faith is put to the test.

After tragedy strikes close to home Atarah (Arlana) has to confront the demons from her past. Both Josiah and Atarah must find their footing once again. Is faith enough to carry them in their darkest moments? Their worlds having been shaken to its foundation and they are at a fork in the road. Will their faith and passion for each other be sufficient? "The Lord giveth, and the Lord taketh away, blessed be the Name of the Lord...." Atarah struggles to find purpose and healing while Josiah, for the first time, struggles with his faith and identity. Two struggling souls whose love and faith are put to the ultimate test.