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Depression (Bts x reader)  by lovekpop1_08
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There is a girl who sits in the corner. Her heart is crying out. There are people around her, but no one seems to notice her shout. But now her life seems empty. What's missing, she doesn't know. She wears a mask every day. Her true feelings she doesn't show. Her once colorful and cheerful life Has turned so dull and grey. She once enjoyed her group of friends; Now she just wishes them away. For when she is by herself, She can break free from her shell. She can let the unhappiness break free And unleash the devil from hell. Because at the end of the day, When everyone's in their beds asleep, The misery surrounds her, And the pain, it cuts so deep. She wants somebody to listen, Someone to understand. But when she opens up, Nobody wants to lend a hand. So she waits until the sun finally sets To open up once more. This time it's no longer in words, But it results in terrible sores. These sores cry their tears at night. The tears aren't transparent but a deathly red. As they cry, she feels a release From the terrible pain in her head. Some people would say she is crazy. Some people would say she is mad, But she can't resist the temptation when it arrives, Even though she knows it's bad. No one will ever understand this urge. It's something she can't explain. She feels shame for the scars on her body But always ends up doing it again. You see, this girl is a victim Of something she can't comprehend. Deep in her heart she knows she must stop, For her life she doesn't want to end. But for now it's the only way she knows To stop feeling the loss of love and care, Because at the moment she's invisible. No one notices she's there.
save me by MetalPanther
MetalPanther
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Y/n is a depressed girl. She has been raped multiple times, abused by her own family and bullied. How will a certain man help her?
Jin depression (BTS) by Ayeo18
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I was the one who didn't deserve anything...so why you even tried to fix me when you knew that I would die anyway...
I'm Happy [ BTS X READER FF ] by parkaayu
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Depressed? Am I? Not a word to describe me. I am not happy but not sad either. I am just tangeled in all these mixed emotion that led me to be someone unfortunate. _ _ _ _ [STARTED: 22nd October, 2018]
depressed || cancelled (!!) by sugazumi
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[!!] "𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞?" you ask your seven friends randomly. they turn to you and each of them smile, "𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞. 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮." TOP RANKING: #8 bias
Sorrow|Jin Oneshot by jinmademelikepink
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He was surrounded by thousands of fans, 6 people who lived and loved him. But he felt as lonely as ever.
Heart Disease : The Truth Untold - Kim Seokjin Fanfiction (Season 1) [Completed] by KimLunaRJ
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Lee Yunji is a pretty high school student, she lives alone as her parents work in London. The day she met her new school's classmate. A handsome, nice and kind guy called Kim Seokjin! And she became his close friend then she fell in love with him, and her love was not one-sided love. Not knowing that guy truth, that he only shows his bright side, hiding pain under his smiling mask! No one knew what he was hiding! No one knew about his real. No one knew about his pain. No one knew about his loss. No one knew about his condition. His BAD condition. No one knew that he was sick. No one knew that he had... ...a heart disease! (This story doesn't contain smut and sex) Status : Completed - Started 10/01/2020 - Finished 22/04/2020 (Book 2 in my second account)
Return To Me | k.nj by BTStrashcrack
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I was thrashing in the arms of my new family. "Stop it! I'm staying here! With him!" I screamed. I was crying. He walked over to me and smiled, "Go. I don't want you to stay in a bad place. Just come back okay?" He dried my tears gently. "Goodbye," were the last words we ever shared. Cover by: @I_Luv_Kookies Cover by: @iamdamnlazy
The Best For Us (Namjoon Fanfic) by Strictly_Moonchild
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"...you do not make people go away..they leave when their time in your life is over..and yes you are a mess..you are a beautiful mess that brings joy in this miserable life of mine..."