Ethan glared at the package of chips halfheartedly, desperately trying to keep his hands from reaching out and tearing the bag open as though his life depended on not eating the cheesy snack. He wanted them (god did he want them), but he knew he couldn't live with the repercussions. It was mildly concerning, a small part of him thought, considering he had never thought about the "repercussions " of food before. - - - - - Ethan's attitude towards his body lately has been pretty worrisome, so I decided to write a fic where that was taken to the extreme.

Our main character, Ethan Nestor, lives under a dictatorship. And a very strict one at that. Each and every citizen has a very limited set of rights. And so, it's normal that they are very attached to them. One of those rights concerns one's hair color. It goes this way : "You cannot discriminate one based on one's hair color as long as it is the color that they were born with." Because in this world, people are born with either Brown or Blond hair. However, how is our Blue-haired protagonist supposed to live in this universe?

"Staring into his eyes, I could see everything. Despair, emptiness, uncertainty, every insecurity he's ever had. The fact that I could see it in his eyes, especially in this light, broke my heart." TRIGGER WARNINGS- depression, self harm, abuse, alcohol abuse, suicidal thoughts, homophobia HIGHEST RANKING- #1 in Crankiplier on September 2nd, 2017

When Mark gets sent to Camp Evergreen, he expects to make friends. When he meets Ethan, Mark realises that his new friend just might be someone special. Ethan is abused and unloved, cycling between suicide and desperate clinging until he meets Mark. When he does, he drops it and tries forget. This could be the best two weeks of both of the boys' lives.

((AMAZING COVER BY @betransNthrowhands)) Mark lost his dear friend Marty in a horrible car accident. The funeral is on Sunday, yet there are still no flowers. Luckily, there's a convienient flower shop not too far away. Ethan is having a hard time making it through. Thrown out of the house at eighteen for being gay, he was forced to get a small apartment in L.A. Ethan opened a small flower shop, "Nestor's Flowers". Sadly, few customers came, and money was becoming tight. What happens when a handsome man with a large order comes in? Especially when this man is a famous YouTuber Ethan has looked up to for years? Will they ignore the signs, and live life seperatly, or fight with each other through hard times? Warnings: Possible mention and thoughts relating to depression and suicide. Also some homosexual. :) This is in fact my first fanfiction and public story, so I would love feedback! Tysm for reading, and enjoy!