No matter what her soulmate does to her, she still stays, believing that it is not the man she fell in love with who's hurting her, but his alter. But one can only take so much abuse. Believing he has absolutely no control of his alter, he let's him drive his lover away, leaving him alone in this darkness that's swallowing him day by day, inch by inch. Trigger warning! The book mentions; suicide, mental and physical abuse, self harm, mental illness and sad scenes Do not read if uncomfortable (This is kinda excerpts!)