❝if this is what good feels like, I don't want to be good ❞ in which a princess infiltrates the First Order and screws it up by falling in love with its Commander. [ KYLO x OC ] [ pre-TFA - ?? ] ©️ voidnaboo 2019

You. (Yes you.) A small little girl taken in by Han Solo is found wishing to join the Dark side. Poe, Finn, Leia, Han and Rey wish to keep you with the Light. Or is a little turn of events going to engulf you in the Dark. CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR STAR WARS FORCE AWAKENS READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! (I am in no way associated with Star Wars or the company this is for entertainment purposes)

Your talent in English literature hasn't gone unnoticed by your professor, Kylo Ren, but you lack the focus and application to meet your full potential. Perhaps he can urge you to give in to that potential. And to him. But the more you learn about Kylo Ren, the more you realize you can use his own tactics as a professor to help unravel the past that he refuses to face. Or, you're infatuated with your dark and brooding English professor, Kylo Ren, who, to your surprise, returns the sentiment. This is a LONG-FORM, SLOW-BURN (emotionally, not sexually) work. Please take note of that if that's not your cup of tea! That's just my style of writing, and reading for that matter, which is okay. And if that's not your cup of tea, that's okay too! Originally posted to ao3, expanded to wattpad so it can be accessibly to anyone who may want to read it, but on a different platform. This story is 18+. Periodt. Please consider the following warnings/tags. Also, a disclaimer, this story can be fairly dark. Please remember the importance of clear consent and communications if your everyday lives. -light bdsm, -slapping, -choking, -rough sex, -freudian elements, -sub/dom, -dirty talk, -over-stimulation, -so on and so forth. Additionally, there are themes of family illnesses (cancer/heart conditions/death), absent parents, dysfunctional families. Please be careful or opt out if these themes, or the above tags, are triggering or are harmful for your mental health in any way, as most or all of them are prevalent and recurring throughout the entire work. Your well-being is way more important than any fanfic.

You're a barista at the Alderaan University Starbucks, going into your fifth and final year and you're still infatuated with one of your regular customers: Professor Kylo Ren. When you find out that he is the professor of the ONE class you're excited for this semester you almost drop dead. Fuck. You suddenly find yourself anticipating 7:00am at work and 3:05pm when class starts. Kylo takes over your life, and honestly you don't mind. Going from his barista, to his student, to his fuck-buddy/lover all in a couple months has your head spinning with anxiety and lust. Can you maintain professionalism or will he break you down until you're nothing but a longing body for him to take? 18+

tendril noun; a slender threadlike appendage of a climbing plant, often growing in a spiral form, that stretches out and twines around any suitable support. Look into the Force, what do you see? Hope. .・゜゜・　F Y I　・゜゜・． ○ COMPLETED! ○ This is a READER INSERT ○ Written in November 2017, before TLJ ○ NSFW topics (18+) ○ #2 in the KyloRen tag (7/25/21) ○ #6 in the StarWars tag (2/13/20) ○ #1 in the BenSolo tag (4/30/20)

You've been working on Starkiller base for over two years as a medic. You're hopelessly in love with one of your coworkers who happens to be dating your sister. If that wasn't stressful enough, now Commander Kylo Ren has crept into your life and is already causing you trouble. How will you deal with the stress of your overbearing sister, your infatuation with her boyfriend, and your demanding Commander? *** "You're nothing but a girl filled with childish dreams," he spat at you. "That perfect galaxy inside your head doesn't exist." You started to stand up and glared at him. "And you're nothing but a scared little boy hiding in a mask," you choked out. Pausing, he stood and stared at you trembling in anger. He lifted his arms up and reached for his helmet. There was a hiss as the faceplate detached and the entire helmet unlatched from his body. He dropped it with a thud at his feet. Walking over to you he shoved you against the wall again as you gasped. Your still fragile head hit the wall and you instantly felt woozy. "I'm not hiding now." His hot breath was in your ear as he pressed his body up against yours. He grabbed you forcefully and pulled you against him. You felt the hard tent beneath his layers and stifled a moan. He nibbled at your ear and started kissing your neck. You melted beneath his touch. How could your body betray your mind like this? He kissed along your jaw with soft wet kisses. You snaked your arms around his neck and pulled him towards you. This caused him to get closer and closer to your mouth. Your breath was heavy, and you looked up at him. Even in the darkness of the room, you could see the golden flecks of his eyes. They shone back at you filled with desire. He ran his hands up and down your body. No, wait. This wasn't supposed to be happening. You were supposed to be mad at him. But- You didn't want him to stop. *** I hope you enjoy it! (: Content warning! Some chapters might be upsetting or triggering- please be cautious and be safe

WARNINGS ON BOTTOM! You were there from the beginning. He was incapable, afraid yet fearless, resolute, absolute. You saw what was before Kylo Ren, and you resonate in every moment after. You were born to be a Jedi, and you fought along side Ben Solo before the darkness. The courses of being young and in love didn't stop him from taking a path you feared. You wanted to help him, to save him. But will he be your enemy, or will you turn too? ~ Very sexual and graphic, cussing, force choke, death, physical altercations, demeaning sexual references. Chapter 1: sexual content, cussing, forced foreplay Chapter 2: cussing, sexual content Chapter 3: sexual tension, cussing Chapter 4: graphic sexual content, cussing, demeaning sexual references. Chapter 5: cussing, physical altercations, demeaning language. Chapter 6: cussing, alcohol content, physical altercation Chapter 7: cussing, arguing Chapter 8: graphic sexual content, cussing Chapter 9: cussing Chapter 10: cussing Chapter 11: cussing, violence Chapter 12: mature content, controversial situation, cussing Chapter 13: cussing, described nudity, harsh violence, forced sexual content Chapter 14: mature content, describing death

You've recently become a nurse serving the First Order. So far your life was uneventful and unimportant...you felt useless in a sense. Everything changes once you become responsible for the well-being of your first commander; Kylo Ren. Will he remain loyal to the dark side? Or will you be the one to pull him towards the light? [ Fluff & Smut ] WARNINGS: Bloodplay, sexual assault, violence, death, heavy smut. If any of this makes you uncomfortable please do not read. Disclaimer: This was my very first time writing a fan fiction, I will say I was very inexperienced and I somewhat rushed the writing process. Now that this is completed, I've learned so much and I hope to improve my work in the future! Enjoy!! XOXO

Set before Episode VII, Astrid is taken from her home planet to serve as one of the Breeders on Starkiller Base, tasked with giving birth to the next generation of First Order leaders and warriors. But despite no how much she tries to convince herself that a position as a Breeder is an honor, she longs for the husband and children she left behind. Not to mention her fear of the wrathful and ominous man she serves.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ "𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖 𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚'𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚." ➢ ➢ Kylo Ren has been wounded following the final battle in The Force Awakens. As luck would have it, they're forced to crash land on his home planet of Chandrila for the closest medical treatment. Once he sees you - the young, beautiful and naïve princess - everything changes. The First Order becomes stationed there as your emotions override logic and you inevitably fall for him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING! This book depicts a toxic relationship with actions that I do not condone. There is abuse. It is not suited for all audiences. Originally Completed: September 2020 Editing completed: March 2023