Kryoz and Smitty are driving home for Christmas in very heavy snow. When their car slips off the road and they're left stuck in the middle of nowhere in the dark, Smitty wonders how he'll ever make it through until morning stuck in such a confined space with his friend, especially when things start to get delicate. "Everyone has that feeling. It's always been there and it will always be there. A moment you'll never forget, or a feeling you'll always want to." - Please do not use my writing without my permission i.e. in readings, videos etc. My stories are entirely fictional and do not represent nor reflect the people these characters are based on. Asides from that, I hope you enjoy some badly-written, extremely tropey winter angst! - mj

!! DISCLAIMER !! I do not ship John or Smitty anymore, nor participate in irl shipping. This story is still published purely because of nostalgia's sake. [ ∆ ] "I just want you for my own More than you could ever know Make my wish come true oh All I want for Christmas is you" [ § ] In which John is visiting Jaren for Christmas.

The school knows Ezra as the mysterious badass who always speaks her mind, but the truth is that she is barely holding on. She is forced to work long hours to support herself and her depressed mother and just wants to be reassured and loved by someone. Avery is the smart quiet girl in the back of the class who is way to awkward to talk to anyone other than her best friend, Ally. She hates being called the innocent and sweet girl, she longs to be taken seriously and to one day stop being so afraid to show confidence. What happens when Ezra starts failing Chemistry and is forced to have a tutor who constantly drives her crazy? Will Ezra finally feel like she is being understood and let her guards down? Will Avery be able to build her self-confidence hanging out with Ezra? Will these two fall in love? You can figure it all out if you read this book. Also this is a rough draft, beware. #1 in girllove 6/11/20

"you know, you still owe me one for saving your ass," he said eventually. "what do you want?" looking back down again. "Oh- I'll think of something," he said and put his arm around my shoulders. "in the meantime, I think you and I should be close friends," he continued making my heart to drop.

Jaren and John are as close as two people can be. That is, until John gets a girlfriend and starts to distance himself from Jaren, who realises he doesn't just miss his friend, but the way he treated him, the way he made him feel. He finds the threads of their friendship snapping one by one. Can he save their treasured connection before it's lost forever? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "You can tell me anything, Jaren." "Not this. Can you leave, please?" It comes out as a broken whisper that knocks the air from John's lungs. "I don't want to leave when you're hurting. Please tell me. What can I do to help?" Jaren rips himself from John's grasp and lurches away from him. When he turns around, his expression is stormy. "You can't fucking help when it's you who is the problem." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Highest rankings: 1 in #krii7y 1 in #smii7y 1 in #bananabussquad 1 in #gbg 1 in #kryozgaming

One shot taking place after 'You' (may be read as a stand-alone) Two years after getting together, Jaren and John plan a day out to the park where John teaches Jaren how to rollerskate just as he'd promised before. But that isn't the only thing he'd promised himself.

Completed// 𝔈𝔫𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔢𝔰. 𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔢, 𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔏𝔢𝔰𝔰." #1 in Smii7y ❤️

Take a hit and deal with it. // Jaren struggles with his past // \\ John struggles with his present \\ /\ These boys are more alike than they realise /\ ::- But does every story have a happy ending? -:: // BOOK RANKINGS // 11 of August - #1 Krii7y 2 of November - #1 themisfits