saudade; longing for an absent of someone you love. realising that she means so much only when she's gone. " I'll protect you with my life. " probably the first yoonbin fanfic :) started: 28 nov 2018 ended: 11 jan 2019

𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒. | 악마눈. - 김도영 트레저 - KIM DOYOUNG. "how do you feel?" jihoon asked doyoung who was dead silent "seeing other people how they die?" doyoung's eyes bursted a thousand tears recalling how traumatizing it is to see how people die. "it feels like i want to die with them too." started: 02 • 24 • 19 ended: 03 • 31 • 19 © douxaus 2019

" if only i could rewind time, maybe i would be happier. If only I could rewind time, maybe I wouldn't dream of having us. " story inspired by my own events that actually happened to me in reality. a little scared to actually post this but i'm just gonna give it a shot anyways. started: 11 jan 2019 ended: 29 may 2019 ps. it never really ended tho :P

. complicated love story // "But I love you not as a friend..but as a guy likes a girl"

[completed] weak·ness (n.) /ˈwēknəs/ the state or condition of lacking strength. a person or thing that one is unable to resist or likes excessively. - Ha Yoonbin x reader - "I dont have a weakness"