oblivion noun 1. The state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening around one. "They drank themselves into oblivion"

in·ure /əˈn(y)o͝or/ accustom (someone) to something, especially something unpleasant. "every moment spent, i wish i was with you and every night i slept, i dreamt i was with you no matter where you go, you know i'd wait for you i would break and bend, if you wanted me to so you go your way and i'll go mine and if we're meant to, i'll meet you there we can't speed up the hands of time but if we're meant to i'll meet you there" in which he chose to leave her; despite his heart forever beating for her alone. *takes place in 2018*