[This is my lone-standing Fallout: New Vegas novel. 70k+ words.] Dorothy Vargas forgets what it's like to be a decent human being after losing her family, her only friend, and almost her life. After psychologically and emotionally spiraling out of control, she begins to realize what it takes to not only survive but to truly live. [Trigger Warnings: sexual content, drug usage, foul language, violence, gore, depictions of self-harm, discussions of suicide, mild torture] [Highest Rankings: #1 in Boone, #4 in NewVegas, #4 in FalloutNewVegas #5 in TheKing, #11 in Legion, #48 in Fallout]