"I am the textbook definition of in love with you." *** Jazz Red has had a life full of love; his parents taught him how to value himself, his siblings taught him how to stand up for what he believed in, and his family has taught him what it means to matter to people. He has people in his corner, there for him and ready to have his back. He knows that there are people who are less lucky than him-- with unaccepting parents and cruel siblings and a harsh past. He knows that when things go wrong, sometimes people are alone. Sometimes they fall apart, and there's no one else there to catch their shattered pieces. But he isn't one of them. He has friends and family that love him. So why does he want more? Why does he-- even with all the joy his family gives him-- want a different type of love? He feels selfish, undeserving. Why did he have to feel so bad about being alone when he was surrounded by people who appreciated him? Why did he have to want, why did desire never leave him alone? Well, he finds out when he meets Castor Rex, a quiet and extremely interesting football player, and that empty part in Jazz's heart feels a little bit bigger when he starts to realize Cas could fill it. Cas sees him as a grinning, happy dork he has no chance with. Jazz sees him as a adorable, grumpy jock that now, is his. Castor wants to get through the school year as quietly as possible but with how loud Jazz loves, neither of them know if it's possible, and to make matters worse they're roommates for the rest of the year. It's only a matter of time before they come together or fall apart. *** Red's Series #4. Crossover to @whoscountinganyways User Series. Can be read as a stand alone.

Hate was deeply buried into his eyes-- and you know what Nyx did? Out of all the options she has? The options of walking away. To hitting him back. To fighting or yelling or make a scene or arguing over this pitiful arrangement. To just let him win. To give up. Well, it wasn't any of those. No, she took a step closer, looked him right in the eye and winked. "Oh," She said. "You can do better than that." *** There are some heartbreaks in life that are a universal pain. Like the inevitable chance that you'll fall and rip the skin off your knees open, rejection, your first breakup, friends growing apart, siblings moving away, losing a loved one, your first fight. Nyx Red was a shattered soul with a good heart; and no one warned her about a whole other kind of heartbreak. One she couldn't have prevented but should've seen coming. Because of a traumatic event that happened when she was sixteen, Nyx believes that her life is meaningless, that nothing could save her. Besides her infamous reputation, Nyx is called and seen as the ghost girl. She feels all alone most days. She feels like the weight of her life is a bomb that's going off too slowly. But then her town's own personal Devil with a reputation worse than her father's him accompany him is determined to prove her wrong. Damien D'Silvetta has a messed up life. From horrible things at a young age, to a missing best friend, to dealing with bullies at his school his list of problems just keeps growing. And, newly added, one Nyx Red is at the top of that list. Stuck together by a stupid arrangement set up by the principal? Annoyingly, yes. Seeing each other every day after school? Unfortunately. Frustrating the other? Always. Fighting and flirting? There's not a difference. Name-calling? Too much. Growing feeling for the other? With horror. Falling in love? Even worse. *** This is the old version! New one is up as of 3/31/24 and will be updated on Sundays

His whole life, Augustine D'Silvetta has felt absolutely insane. Crazy. Off the rocker. Having a couple of screws loose. No matter how anyone phrased it, Gus has felt that way. He felt that, because of how ridiculous he was, because of how absurd and silly and stupid his mother made him feel, that he could never find love. That he would never be worthy of love. Aspen-Faye "Fen" Jackleson is going to prove him wrong. With her own twisted mind and a few bumps in the road, she's going to show him how much of a lovable goofball he actually is. From the moment they met, Gus was determined to make Fen his- even in the most annoying way possible. And Fen? She liked it. Infuriatingly, she couldn't get enough of Gus and his rather weird personality. Through time, she learned that underneath all that oddity is an insecure, heartbroken darkness trapped inside of him. Fen is also going to prove to Gus that the part of him, the part he thinks is insane, can be loved too. Gus is going to show Fen how to let a little bit of fun into her life, how to trust someone. Fen is going to show Gus how to live his life outside of his silly mask, how to let his guard down. Together, they are going to find a whole new reality waiting for them. *** Book #1 in the D'Silvetta series Spin-off to the Red series Can be read as a stand alone book.

One-shot chapters from Bar Red's Redemption showcasing: Life after high school, engagement and their wedding, life with their kids, things from Clementine's POV, mature scenes from their bedroom life, and anything else that happens along the way! This includes extra scenes, "what if" scenarios, and alternative Universes (AUs). When there's just a title, it's an extra fluff chapter (a regular chapter). When there's an AU in the title, it'll be an AU. When there's an explanation mark, it's sexy time. When it's from Clementine's POV, it'll have her name. Enjoy!

"If you turn your back to me again, you better be bending over, sweetheart." *** Everyone warns you about boys who go looking for troubles, who have bruised knuckles and split lips, whose eyes are so dark that it seems like they could swallow oceans and come out alive, about the boys who look like danger, but no one warns about boys who stay silent for way too long, or ones with rings under their eyes, boys with sad eyes and boys who whisper things so sweet, so quietly that you wonder if he was an angel. Everyone warns you about the bad boys, but no one seems to warn you about the broken ones. Bar Red was a broken boy who finally finds someone to help mend his scattered pieces. Everyone saw him as the untrustworthy, unstable beast who was more than willing to punch anyone's face in. Swear words and bad habits mixed with smirks and wicked grins are enough to ward anyone off. But, apparently for Clementine, that's exactly what pulls her in. She has no clue what she's getting into but she's about to find out. She wasn't innocent, not by far, but she had dignity, a warm aura, niceness, and stubbornness that could rival a mule. Mix that with Bar's possessiveness and overprotective behavior, some interesting situations will definitely arise. Adding in the fact that Clementine had to tutor Bar for the rest of the school year and his almost instinctual urge to be apart of her life, they are bound to get close. Bar swears, Clementine hates it. He fights, she glares while bandaging up his knuckles. She reads instead of eats and he refuses dinner until she joins him. He is rude and she ignores him until he apologizes. Both, easily, frustrate the other while simultaneously falling into love. Broken boys are the only ones that can fix themselves so will this broken boy manage to do so before he drives away the one girl who wiggled her way past every barrier? This is the story of a broken bad boy clashing with the sad good girl. * #1 in the Red series Stand alone

When Emily applies for a position as a caregiver for Daniel, a boy with a permanent spinal cord injury, she never thought she'd also be dealing with his brash fighter of a brother, Lucas. Emily soon becomes involved in the world of fighting that seems to constantly surround Lucas as he attempts to find retribution for his brother. Can Emily help heal the relationship between the two brothers while also caring for the seemingly brute professional fighter? Will Lucas lower his barriers enough for Emily to do so?

Warning: Mature (18+) Content! #1 in Steamy 2022 #1 in Sexual 2022 #1 in Graphic 2023 #1 in MxFxM 2023 #3 in Violence 2022 #3 in Twoguysonegirl 2022 #30 in Submissive 2022 #2 in Kids 2022 #2 in Explicit 2022 #8 in Threesome 2022 #4 in Mature 2022 #46 in Drama 2022 #10 in Brat 2022 #4 in Love 2022 **** 25 year old Elle Fuller just wants to give her little sisters the life she never had. But when she gets fired due to budget cuts and is behind on rent, she must come up with enough money to care for the only family she has left. As CEO of a major tech company, 27 year old Tobias Grant doesn't have time for relationships. Married to his work, Tobias has never had to care for anyone other than himself. So when the stubborn billionaire finds himself feeling protective over his new roommate, he does everything he can to keep her close. 27 year old Kieran Andrews has always been instinctively protective. It's not just in his job occupation- it's in his blood. So while working as a bodyguard for his best friend Tobias, not only does Kieran's attraction for his new roommate grow, but his protectiveness over her does as well. **** What happens when a boss and a bodyguard find it difficult to keep their hands off their new roommate? Will Elle reject their advances, or will she explore the two handsome men wanting to share her? Find out in this steamy romance filled with testosterone and threesomes!

'Strings' Series - Book 2 of 2! This is the sequel to Strings! NOT a stand-alone - there WILL be spoilers, even in the synopsis below so stop here and go read Strings quick before you start this one!! ~~~ Two months after Nathan's betrayal, a depressed Emily is living in NYC for her anticipated master's program but is back to her old ways as she tries to piece together the signs she missed throughout the summer and deal with her heartbreak. Soon, she gets a birthday surprise from two people she thought she left behind from her old life in California which throws her right back into the drama... and love... she tried to forget and makes for an interesting - and steamy - autumn in her new home and life. As Emily fights to put herself back together and find her own happiness that doesn't rely on others, she must juggle between both of her great loves. A difficult ultimatum finally forces her to make a decision - once and for all. Every love triangle eventually leaves one person out... but her choice isn't as clear cut anymore. Summer romances change people... for better or for worse... ~~~ Started: March 2021 Status: Ongoing, half done - I try to update weekly :) Achievements: First 100 reads - March 14, 2021 First 1,000 reads - May 3, 2021

'Strings' Series - Book 1 of 2! Complete! Sequel - Tied - is currently in progress and half-posted! A drunken one-night stand becomes a secret summer no-strings fling between a reformed party-girl, Emily, heir to a rich and well-known family, and Nathan, a less fortunate mysterious man with a dark past. However, it begins the same night her past love, Dean, comes back in her life and complicates her feelings and her new romance. Their arrangement quickly becomes a tangled web of strings, confusing everything. But will Nathan's jealously and secrets ruin everything before it really begins? Will Emily and Nathan admit their deeper feelings for each other before Dean gets in the way? Have they become too bonded before hidden secrets threaten everything that is about to crumble down? 'Strings' follows Emily's life over the course of the summer as she navigates her new and old relationships, tries to hide Nathan from those closest to her and the tabloids, and as she discovers secrets and lies that make her question everything she knows. It will be a jam-packed summer of fun, romance, and drama... Started: August 2020 Finished: March 2021 (Book 2 in progress!) Status: Completed but being edited Milestones: First 1,000 reads: Jan 31, 2021 First 5,000 reads: Mar 7, 2021 First 10,000 reads: Apr 18, 2021 First 20,000 reads: June 10, 2021 First 50,000 reads: February 1, 2024 :) #1 in #summerromance: Feb 8, 2021

{SPIN-OFF TO "THE GIRL IN THE HOODIE" | SECOND BOOK IN THE SERIES} {2018-2023} *~* "Thank you for quitting that disgusting couple moment before I had to interrupt." "Careful, I might start making out with him just to torture you some more." "I hate you." "I have no objections." "Oh, god, please don't. Let's just get back to the task on hand." We all turn back around but find the table empty. "What? Where the hell did they go?" We hear the clearing of a throat right next to us, at the end of the booth, opposite the window. "Uhh-no hablo inglés. Me llamo Pablo." "You bitch-" "Traitor-"