Recently edited some earlier chapters as I return to finish the story. Minor plot changes! When Yoongi comes across a suicide note hidden in Seokjin's desk, things go downhill faster than they would like to admit. or A Jin-centric story where the members do everything in their power to save their beloved Hyung from himself. TRIGGER WARNING for basically the entire book!

Kim Seokjin was simply at the wrong ride at the wrong time. It was known, life comes with it's ups and downs, just like a ride. A ride that you didn't pay to be on, one that will leave you with cuts and bruises in a blink of an eye and keep you injured for many more blinks than you could count.

Stuck between acceptance and denial, Seokjin finds himself trapped in a nightmare disguised as a living dream. Creating for his fragile heart a fake sense of comfort and happiness that would send him deeper into the world of darkness he didn't know that he's burning in. Will the broken boy be able to move on or would he let life damage his soul until he was no more? _______ Warnings: Depression. Mental illness. Blood. Major character death. Suicide.

"wake up hyung.." jungkook desperately whispered while holding onto a cold hand. "please, i-we miss you.." he sobbed and grit his teeth. 'stay with me please..'

" Hyung... I'm sorry... please... don't do this.." " Hyung.. We love you... " " Wow! what great lies!!...*laughs.. Bitch!! " I'm tired already... I'm so done with my life... I know I was never enough!! I know I'm just nothing!!! But you don't need to make me suffer this hard!! I'm just a human as well!! I'm not a robot!! It would be better if would die....

Kim Seokjin had battled life before. His tears left unshed, his smile remained on his lips, and his posture was for a royal prince. No one cared about his questioning bruises on his knees, the scars on his shoulders, and his trembling body as he carved another smile on his face. No one cared except for the fact that he has manners and everything you could ask for a son. He escaped the brutal reality of life after he joined BTS, a hip hop group from a small company that had doubts and problems along the way. He knew the second he signed the contract, his family would disown him, kick him out of the mansion, and take his riches away. Seokjin never cared. He climbed his way to survive, he never wasted a penny, and he worked 18 hours a day just not to let starvation get him and the members. It's worth it to see the bright eyes lighting up upon seeing the fulfilling meals on their dinner table. But everything changed when his father passed away. The SJ Enterprises needs a new CEO and life never lets him play his cards. His older brother suddenly disappeared, and the throne of the top company in Korea is waiting for him. He needs to choose between Bangtan Sonyeondan or SJ Enterprises. And that decision haunts him forever.

I was the one who didn't deserve anything...so why you even tried to fix me when you knew that I would die anyway...

"I never would have known 'I'm fine' meant 'save me' all along" -seokjin Discontinued :') Warnings: ○self harm ○extreme dieting ○eating disorder/vomiting ○fainting (will be updated as story progresses)

↳ "Was it hard?" I ask. "Letting go?" Not as hard as holding on to something that wasn't real. angst, that's it. jin x bts (series) trigger warnings: ❗️UNCOMFORTABLE TOPICS attempted suicide, death, being touched without consent [taejin chapter.]

"I am tired...I can't.....anymore" - Kim Seokjin Jin who is the eldest in BTS has been criticised and judged because they think he is not talented enough. All the hates sent to him is something he can't control. So, he decided to give up on his life because he could never meet other's expectations atleast that was what he though. ❕Warning : Contains Self Harm, Suicidal Attempts, Violence and Offensive Language