"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning

Kylo Ren was a monster. A murderer, a beast... This you were sure of. In a life where you had woken up on the cold floor of a First Order ship with no memory apart from your name... Being sure of something was rare. You were thrust into work for the First Order as a cleaner. An honour, you had been told, to help the mighty Order. However, after being ripped from a life you couldn't remember, you didn't see this job as an honour at all. Even in your daily duties, you had heard of Commander Ren's power. You cleaned up the mess after his temper tantrums, and you sure as Hoth never wanted to cross his path. Until you did. Your ability held worth to the First Order, and Ren had recognised this before even you had. Taken under his wing, he begins to teach you. But while Kylo tries to push you closer towards the Dark, how could he have known you would be the one to ignite his Light? Kylo Ren x Reader Fanfiction Star Wars

You've been working on Starkiller base for over two years as a medic. You're hopelessly in love with one of your coworkers who happens to be dating your sister. If that wasn't stressful enough, now Commander Kylo Ren has crept into your life and is already causing you trouble. How will you deal with the stress of your overbearing sister, your infatuation with her boyfriend, and your demanding Commander? *** "You're nothing but a girl filled with childish dreams," he spat at you. "That perfect galaxy inside your head doesn't exist." You started to stand up and glared at him. "And you're nothing but a scared little boy hiding in a mask," you choked out. Pausing, he stood and stared at you trembling in anger. He lifted his arms up and reached for his helmet. There was a hiss as the faceplate detached and the entire helmet unlatched from his body. He dropped it with a thud at his feet. Walking over to you he shoved you against the wall again as you gasped. Your still fragile head hit the wall and you instantly felt woozy. "I'm not hiding now." His hot breath was in your ear as he pressed his body up against yours. He grabbed you forcefully and pulled you against him. You felt the hard tent beneath his layers and stifled a moan. He nibbled at your ear and started kissing your neck. You melted beneath his touch. How could your body betray your mind like this? He kissed along your jaw with soft wet kisses. You snaked your arms around his neck and pulled him towards you. This caused him to get closer and closer to your mouth. Your breath was heavy, and you looked up at him. Even in the darkness of the room, you could see the golden flecks of his eyes. They shone back at you filled with desire. He ran his hands up and down your body. No, wait. This wasn't supposed to be happening. You were supposed to be mad at him. But- You didn't want him to stop. *** I hope you enjoy it! (: Content warning! Some chapters might be upsetting or triggering- please be cautious and be safe

⭐️ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ꜱᴛᴀʀ ᴡᴀʀꜱ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏɴ ᴡᴀᴛᴛᴘᴀᴅ ⭐️ ʜɪɢʜᴇꜱᴛ ʀᴀɴᴋɪɴɢꜱ ꜱᴏ ꜰᴀʀ: #1 ɪɴ ꜱᴛᴀʀ ᴡᴀʀꜱ (2017) #1 ɪɴ ᴋʏʟᴏ (2021) #1 IN KYLOREN (2015-2022) #13 ɪɴ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ (2017) (𝕤𝕖𝕥 𝕒 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕠𝕣 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕙𝕤 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕖𝕡.𝕧𝕚𝕚) started: december 20, 2015 finished: sometime early 2017 𝔻𝕀𝕊ℂ𝕃𝔸𝕀𝕄𝔼ℝ: *𝕚 𝕕𝕠 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕨𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕖 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕣 𝕕𝕠 𝕚 𝕠𝕨𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕤𝕖* (𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕙 𝕚 𝕕𝕚𝕕, 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣)

You've recently become a nurse serving the First Order. So far your life was uneventful and unimportant...you felt useless in a sense. Everything changes once you become responsible for the well-being of your first commander; Kylo Ren. Will he remain loyal to the dark side? Or will you be the one to pull him towards the light? [ Fluff & Smut ] WARNINGS: Bloodplay, sexual assault, violence, death, heavy smut. If any of this makes you uncomfortable please do not read. Disclaimer: This was my very first time writing a fan fiction, I will say I was very inexperienced and I somewhat rushed the writing process. Now that this is completed, I've learned so much and I hope to improve my work in the future! Enjoy!! XOXO

After finishing medical school you decide to join the first order as one of their medics. A routine assignment does not go as planned and it's on you to take care of the supreme leader.

Summary: You've been training with Master Skywalker and other force users your whole life; it's all you've ever known. But one of them stands out more than the rest, Ben Solo, your rival. You can feel his pull to the dark side.... Because you feel it inside you too. Then one night you hear a knock on your door. It's Ben, he's asking you to leave everything you've ever known behind and come with him. In that moment you couldn't say yes, you couldn't follow him. Seven years after the destruction of the temple you are content with your decision to not take his hand, you've got a new family you've created for yourself and you have someone who loves you. But when you see him again by chance, doubt flickers through your brain if only for a second. How much longer can you resist the dark side.. or him? =========================================== WARNINGS: -This is going to be a slow-ish burn I think, don't worry though I won't make you wait too long ;) -I also wanted to mention that I haven't decided if I want it to be in y/n POV and also Kylos POV but I enjoy the idea - It is going to contain graphic violence (battles and war) - Also most definitely is going to contain graphic language because I'm me and I have literally the mouth of a trashcan - and of course my dear readers... it will contain EXPLICIT sexual content and kinks, depictions of unhealthy relationships (Ex. Dubcon sexual activity, inappropriate use of the force, breath play, blood play?, Dom/Sub characters, sadism, masochism, edge play, humiliation, impact play, and probably more.I will try to have individual kinks or warnings in the beginning of the chapter but I don't want to promise anything *sweats*)

Being taken in and cared for by six brooding men was never the way you imagined your life playing out, yet here you are; spending sixteen years of your life directly under the Knights of Ren and their malicious ways of parenting. The seventh knight often nowhere to be seen, until your militaristic fathers are sent on a mission for the Supreme Leader, leaving you to tag along with them and visit the man who left you and your six brethren to fend for themselves as a child. -- Kylo + The Knights of Ren -- Rankings: #1 in Knights of Ren #1 in Kylo Ren #1 in Tros -- Cover artwork: "The Kiss" by Silvio Allason (1910)

You're a barista at the Alderaan University Starbucks, going into your fifth and final year and you're still infatuated with one of your regular customers: Professor Kylo Ren. When you find out that he is the professor of the ONE class you're excited for this semester you almost drop dead. Fuck. You suddenly find yourself anticipating 7:00am at work and 3:05pm when class starts. Kylo takes over your life, and honestly you don't mind. Going from his barista, to his student, to his fuck-buddy/lover all in a couple months has your head spinning with anxiety and lust. Can you maintain professionalism or will he break you down until you're nothing but a longing body for him to take? 18+

"(...)you thought to yourself how would you manage to handle Kylo Ren's temper. And mostly, how would you manage to deny the desire you felt towards him." -------------//------------ if they pay you, you'll get the information they need. You do It in order to survive, whether is helping the Resistance or the First Order. Disguised as a stripper, that's what you do for living. You never thought there would be more in your life. Until your path crosses with the feared Kylo Ren, making you question everything you have ever known and seen in your life. ------------//------------- obs: I suggest for you to look on the internet for the pole moves I quote so you can have a better view of what I'm describing:) or don't, do whatever you want akskdk obs2: my first language IS NOT english so i'm sorry in advance for any writing or misspelling mistakes obs3: i do not own any Star Wars characters obs4: the storyline does not follow according to **EVERYTHING** in the movies ok highest rankings: #1 in kyloren #1 in pole #1 in poledance #3 in starwarsfanfiction #9 in strip dom!kylo sub!reader recommend 16+ trigger warning smut smut smut not a lot of soft stuff, but they'll be there, don't worry