How can you say you're a blessing, when you know you bring misfortune to the family? How can you live in peace, when the scar of your past keeps your reminding? How can you smile, when the shadows of sadness overwhelms you? How can you love, when the reason of your jeopardy is someone dear to you?

She was born to be an empress. Beauty like immortal, talented in many aspects and a great politician. She married to the crown prince at the age of 11. Engendered two heirs for the kingdom. She really lives a perfect life. Shining crown and beautifully embroidered gown. Tingling hairpins on her head doesn't make her happy. Is it too greedy to ask for more? Is it insolent to say that she's unpleased with her life? Because the emperor never looked at her. Because he doesn't favor her, her days are full of sorrow. All she ever wanted is him.