"You should really eat something, you don't look too good." I look up at Gray, who seems to be studying me. I can't help but feel bad. I really like this boy. He might like me too. But I'm destroying myself, and I can't stop. *Trigger Warning* -Eating Disorder -Self Harm

Dawson has had it rough. Not as bad as some, worse than others. He lives in constant secret, heart ache and pain. After his parents died he under went a transformation, rendering him unrecognizable. After three years of pain, cutting, and one suicide attempt, he returns to his hometown. As Dawson hides his identity, it will become harder and harder to seal away the truth when faces from the past start revealing themselves, including his gorgeous ex best friend Alec. Only Dawson isn't the only one with secrets and when a lie reaches Dawson's ears, it will take all he has in him to protect the one thing he has left. Himself. Dealing with depression is hard, and Dawson will have to learn it's not something that can be handled alone. He'll have to open up his heart once more, even if it risks him getting hurt, if he wants to achieve happiness. ---------------------------- This is a trigger warning, to anyone that has problems with self-harm I recommend you don't read this as there are some graphic scenes. Also, this is a boyxboy story, so if you don't like hot steamy action between two boys, this is not the story for you. If you don't like it you shouldn't even be reading this anyway and I will not tolerate hate. You do not choose your sexuality and no one else has the right to make someone feel bad about who they are. Also, if any of you are having problems, or the story has triggered you, please inbox me. I love to hear from my readers.

Trying to inhale the needed oxygen burned my lungs, the tears burned as they ran down the side of my cheeks. Sweat beaded on the brow as every last bit of energy was used to get away from the dark shadow of a man that threatened to engulf me. A scared boy, being abused by the one who should love him the most. A likable new student who can't help but be captivated by this kid. Who is going to be saving who from this harsh world?

What happens when you suddenly wake up one morning with an arrogant little jack as your one night stand? Well, that’s what happens to Max Williams, a very ambitious graphic designer with a lust for parties and life. When he finds a self indulgent and sometimes rude Cameron next to him one morning, he tells himself that it was just a one night stand. But fate is content on bringing them together, even though Max hates Cameron’s guts. With new people entering Max’s life (especially a new special someone), Max’s life is bound to be nothing short of a rollercoaster ride. A story full of laughs, cries, and a whole lot of confusion, embark on a ride with Max as he takes you through his tale of love and life.

ambivalent having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone. one has ocd and the other doesn't believe it. Highest rankings: #109 in mental [ boyxboy romance ]

Eli Williams is a moody, teenage boy who goes through therapists like a kid through candy. Eli has a severe form of anorexia but continues to refuse help until he is given his last option. What happens when he is forced to share a room with a suspiciously positive boy in a group home? Will he discover new things about himself, or push away the one person who has the potential to save him...