A story where the quiet Phil Lester keeps all his problems in a note book- A note book that gets lost. The popular Dan Howell finds the note book, and sets out to help the lost boy.

this ones for the shower floor

you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm

"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|

"I'm hearing things Phil." "Like what?" "Like...." I paused realizing I shouldn't say it. "Like, nothing never mind." "Tell me coward!" He pushed me off my bed, kept me down with his hands, he sat on my hips, inches from my face he said, "Have you been hearing that I'm an excellent kisser? Because that's true."

kalokagathia (noun) the good and beautiful in a person. [ book two | sequel to scintilla ] [ daniel howell fanfiction ] [ lower case intended ] [ completed ✅ ]

(COMPLETED) "why did you help him?" "i figured he'd love me if i did." "did he?" "for a moment, yes."

"aw are you guys dating?" "not yet" ♡⚣♡ sequel to ferris wheel