❝Sometimes you've got to bleed to know that you're alive and have a soul, but it takes someone to come around to show you how,❞ She's the tear in his heart, he's on fire. She's the tear in his heart, she makes him higher. He's the butcher with the smile, cutting her farther Than he ever had himself.

(Trigger Warnings) Do not read if you are bothered by reading very real everyday senarios such as suicide, self harm, and other things that tend to mend with having most mental illnesses. This book is a different book where every chapter is a short story, poem, rant, or just the perspective of many different types of mental illnesses such as PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, And even more extreme as what causes them, Like abuse, Murder, Witnessing a Murder of a loved one. And many more scenarios that mess our human minds up to the max; most of the times leaving us broken and damaged feeling in the head.

This is the story that almost happened. To me.

Life of Susan Edwards took a sudden swerve from being ranked as 'Perfect' by her to being at rock-bottom. On her 16th Birthday, her mother made an announcement- an announcement that according to her would probably wreathe Susan's life with roses. Maybe she was unaware of the fact that roses have thorns, some of them concealed. Her life now swayed between being worse and worst. The announcement being the beginning of the worse for her perfect life. Delve into Susan's past to find what makes her shed salty tears in a futile attempt to burn the blazing fire of agony and anguish within her? Will this fire ever extinguish or will it continue to flare to burn Susan everyday?

"This mask is hiding you well. I don't know what could happen if you take this off." A popular girl who is known for her beauty and became the center of attention after the death of her parents. She became really depressed and masked her real self. Then one day she meets a boy and notices his strange behaviour. She becomes curious to find about him but regrets it all. Who is he? And why did she regret it? Read to find out. Copyright © 2019 by Jiminmariachi

Synopsis by @NeverTrustAnAuthor ____________ You'll see the scars across her arms and you'll grimace. You'll think of the blood she must have spilled and your stomach will turn over with nausea. But what you won't notice, what no one ever notices, is her pain. Sure, it hurts when she slides the razor across the soft flesh of her frail, thin arms. And of course it hurts her to watch the skin split open and the beads of blood dribble out. But what you don't see - what you could never even ask yourself is this: what is hurting Dawn D'Angelo so badly that harming herself - that spilling her own blood onto the bathroom tiles - is considered a relief? Because those cuts you see - those scars that make you shake your head in shame - they run deeper than you'd think. ____________ COMPLETED: JUNE 2015 ____________ Highest Ranking: #996 in Poetry - 12/11/16

w o r d s t h a t a r e b e t t e r t o b e l e f t u n s a i d a c h i e v m e n t s 🌠#456 in poetry #223 in poetry

||Trigger Warning|| I write for no one and for everyone. I write the poetry that stung my tongue and poisoned my air. I write the poetry that tasted of sweet nectar and smelled of roses. I write for the past, for the future, and for the present I can never grasp. ||A completed collection of poetry based on the ends, beginnings, and everything in between.|| Enjoy~ R.W

With a whole life ahead of her, she was already dead at age sixteen ~ The calamity of Era Doyle and the two boys who were infatuated with trying to save her.

Trigger Warning Sometimes you can get a message across in just a few words and it would have more meaning than a paragraph. Six word stories that are dark, painful, happy, and lively. Made from heartbreaks, deaths, friendships, and collapsing lungs. Enjoy~ R.W