Slowly but surely, he's slipping away. His hands are coated with the blood of the people he let down, coated so much it's difficult for Todoroki to hold on before he falls from his grip. (Tododeku) depressed!midoriya angst TRIGGER WARNING [I feel the need to clarify this so here I go, I do not have a beta reader or a plan for this story. I write it as I go, and I see where my words take me. If there's any spelling mistakes I wouldn't be surprised, as i write and then post without checking. Once in a blue moon maybe I'll check for spelling errors and correct them, but mostly I tend not to. I also don't have an update schedule, but if you pester me enough to update I'll probably do it eventually, who knows? Anyway, sorry for this monstrosity.] Warnings: -there will most likely be smut -angst -abuse -self harm -panic attacks -some heavy doses of gay -bullying

"𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕞𝕦𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕄𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕪𝕒" "𝕀-𝕀'𝕞 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪!" 「Started: 27/01/18」 「Ended: Ongoing」 [UNCONTINUED FOR NOW]

*Bad Description Below!* (Sorry) Shoto Todoroki has had a rough upbringing with his father's abuse. His only escape was school until he met him, his hero. Shoto had no way to predict that this bubbly freckled boy would be his hero and soulmate. **They have their Quirks **Art and Characters DON'T belong to me (obviously :P) **This is a BoyxBoy fanfic, if you don't like this kind of fanfic, then don't read this story Ranks: (as of April 10th, 2020) #2 in tododeku (out of 8.08K) #57 in hero (out of 21.9K) #44 in deku (out of 16.6K) #426 in lgbt (out of 142K) #526 in boyxboy (out of 154K) #84 in bokunoheroacademia (out of 16.2K) #181 in myheroacademia (out of 27.6K) #108 in soulmate (out of 11.9K) #19 in midoriyaizuku (out of 2.08K) #19 in todorokishoto (out of 1.39K) #1 in shotoxizuku (out of 54) #8 in todorokixmidoriya (out of 215)

Izuku is in the wonderful college UA. His life is going pretty well, other than a few bumps with some bullies. The only problem? He's depressed and loosing his grip on living. He decides to try and end it once and for all. He's left a note for his roommate, Todoroki (Who he's been crushing on for a year now) and his mom. He thinks he's finally going to be free, but he's mistaken when a hand wraps around his wrist, stopping his fall off the roof. Who's the mystery person? Why had they stopped him? Why can't he seem to die? --- Just a typical Tododeku angst. College AU to. Warning: Mentions and attempt of suicide, scenes involving cutting, minor consensual groping, and incredibly descriptive kissing scenes. The suicide and cutting is a main plot point, so if you don't like it, this really isn't the fanfic for you. Also, this is a quirkless AU. I'm super sorry if Todoroki and Izuku seem ooc, I don't have the time to go back and edit all the chapters. Please read, and enjoy!! DONE!!! Disclaimer: I do not own BNHA. I own the world, and the characters. Please don't copy it or make it your own, but feel free to use it as inspiration, or take the same story and alter it for other ships.

Deku (Midoriya) is a new transfer student and Todoroki and bakugo both are bad boys so everyone know (except Midoriya) not to mess with them. Todoroki is forced to be friends with him because in is last school he had no friends so he do this to help him. Is this a mistake or does the principle see that it will be more. Read the story to see. I'm going to add Kat, Zoey(oc in later of my other tododeku book) and maybe a few of my friends if i feel like it. sorry for the long description.