This is a reader insert. It does include topics such as self harm and depression so YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!! Hope you enjoy! Highest Ranking: number 100 in btsxreader number 35 in suicidalthoughts number 29 in suicideattempt number 27 in self-esteem

You have happy endings I don't You have friends so your not alone I have friends but I still feel alone Your smile is genuine Mine is forced You know why you cry But I cry without even knowing why --------------------------------- Hello!!!! This is my first ff book well its my first book.... I did this 'cause I really am inspired by the books I read, though its somehow same to others it goes a different direction... I would really appreciate the comments or advice😁

Y/N is a girl that has been in mental suffering since she was 9. Her one and only dream is to be with her favorite band, BTS. But everyone else says it's pathetic and useless, until one day, she was given an oppurtunity to meet BTS in real life. Will she accept the offer? or not? find out in the story (lol I'm bad at descriptions, but enjoy anyway😂)

One cut for being ugly. Two for being a disappointment. Three for never being good enough. Four for weighing down BTS. And five for still being alive. As Jimin and BTS grow far apart, they begin to abuse him physically and mentally. Fighting for his last bit of sanity, Jimin must choose. Life or Death? [ WARNING ] May Be Triggering For People Who Have Experienced Eating Disorders, Depression, and Abuse.

why am I here? why did I decide to be with you? i was just an extra, wasn't i? you never cared for me. or maybe I'm delusional. no, no. i'm never delusional. do you hate me? i'll just leave. don't try to stop me. will you? of course not. (of course.) _______________________________ ◾long story and short updates◾ 1K views - Nov. 17, 2019 2K views - Dec. 7, 2019 3K views - Dec. 28, 2019 4K views - Jan. 9, 2020

❝it hurts.❞ words slurred in the edge of midnight. words that cut through his skin. + in which he is helpless, watching all the scars running across her wrist. [ book three in the BTS series ] [ second place winner in red and gold bangtan awards ] [ 070617 - 231117 ]

"Don't you think you've done enough damage?" "...I was young and stupid." *** (2ND EDITION ON MY PROFILE...ADD TO GRT NOTIFIED WHEN I START IT) Suicide is known as a 'self- destroyer'. When someone thinks about killing themselves, they are titled as Suicidal. Alongside Suicide, Depression is a mental illness that almost always leads people to suicidal thoughts. Sometimes it will be a lonely Old Man/Woman. Sometimes it will be a little boy/Girl who has just became a teenager, but doesn't feel she is needed. Sometimes it will be a middle aged Man/Woman who seems to have her entire life together, when really they are torn into pieces. • And sometimes, like this time, it is a high school student who doesn't think she has any other path to choose, but suicide. *If anyone ever feels as if they have no other choice please get in contact with a suicide hotline [ 1-800-273-8255] *This story will contain self harm, and a little bit of language*

(Namjoon x suicidal girl eli) Misstreated, beaten, unloved, hated and you were done. an you wanted to end it to end your pain. your done suffering. you didnt care anymore you were going to end your life. if that what it took to stop the pain. nothing can stand in ur way or at least thats what you thought. (Bts ff) (trigger warning)

"how are you feeling today, yoongi?" "i dunno."

Slowly, everything looks dark. with my eyes closing, I begin to wonder. ' when will my pain stop ? ' " tonight, it will end tonight. " [ best tag achievements ] ● 12/8.24K - die » 31 May 2020 ● 11/8.25k - die » 2 June 2020 - Namjoon