[BEFORE YOU READ THIS STORY READ ALL THE TAGS. ALL OF THEM] Rin Okumura is fed up. He is fed up with school. He is fed up with Life. He is fed up with everything. He just wishes that he could leave it all behind. Even after he had successfully saved everyone back in Kyoto from the impure king, it still isn't enough to regain his so called friends trust and kindness. Everyone from Assiah had turned his back on him, including Yukio. What happens when he is given an opportunity to leave it all behind? Will he take the opportunity? How will his ex-friends react to his decisions? Blue Exorcist along with any original characters belong to Kazue Kato. I also do not own the cover art, credit goes to creator of the artwork. (Whoever that may be) Blue Exorcist Fan fiction. Trigger warnings: -Depression -Suicidal thoughts -Slight self harm -Suicide attempt -Gay moments -There will be some Amaimon x Rin but it's slight and not the main focus. So if that disappoints you you may leave calmly and quietly thank you very much If any of those upset you I would not recommend reading this. @fangirlBlueExorcist helped with the creation of this story Which means she owns half of this story, along with me since we both worked on it.

it's uh , you should read this. Has some content that some may find disturbing, so disclaimer

now let's see their faces *smirks*

When all hope is lost would you keep going? Would he still keep going? Why should he? Because that is what fate has decided for him, or what he has decided for himself...

A Blue Exorcist FanFiction (Disclaimer: I own none of the characters or song/pictures used in the book. Used only for entertainment purposes.)

deku and kaminari are great friends until they meet someone who change their lives forever. First story there might be few mistake. Thank you for reading this . ( this doesn't happen in the anime and the art is not mine)

Kurogiri makes a chat to keep all of his illegitimate children at bay

When Rin and Bon are forced to finally get along with each other, a new door is opened for unknown feelings and a burning desire. All the characters and blue excorcist belong to Kazue Kato. I hold no rights.

This is a love story about Bon a.k.a Ryuji Suguro and Rin Okumura. I Really hope you enjoy this yaoi fanfiction. please leave some comments to let me know how I did. If you liked it please share it with others.

"Will you be happier when I'm gone?" - Rin Credits to The Wattpad Company Editor Team for the book cover😊💕💙