She just wanted to be a normal girl going to a normal school with normal friends, living a normal life. However, this all changes when kidnap and violence enter the picture, initiated by none other than the cold heartless 'Lapis Lazuli'. This criminal vowed to never care about anyone ever again. But will her motives change? Will a nerdy highschool student be able to survive this mess, or will she die at the hands of one of the most dangerous gang leaders around? Cover art credit: Mangaken written 9/11/2017 - 12/13/2017

A gem learning to use her heart. A gem who is haunted by the ghosts of her pasts. What could possibly go wrong?

This is another steven universe fanfiction! I'm going to insert le reader as a crystal gem! I'll be using completely non-binary pronouns and descriptions!! So any gender can read it!!! You always had your purpose on home-world. What you wanted wasn't a concern. Now on Earth, so many new questions and thoughts come into play. Without the diamonds to guide you, what can you do?

One lives without truly being alive. The other has a blossoming passion for life. What could possibly go wrong?

Peridot Diamond: A short, pale blonde scientist who is socially awkward. All she cares about is science, facts, and logics. She's never really had a friend and she's never felt attracted to anyone, until she meets Lapis Lazuli. Lapis Lazuli: A tall, tan bluenette life guard who's all over the place. She's carefree, wild, and she's pretty odd. No one knows it, but she struggles with depression. ---- Peridot Diamond is a dorky scientist from Beach City High. Her life revolves around school, and of course science. She's fine being alone, and she has never felt attached to anyone. This all changes when she meets Lapis Lazuli. At first the two hate eachother, they want nothing to do with one another. They absolutely loathe eachother. But that slowly starts to change as Peridot and Lapis begin learn more about one another. Peridot isn't really a narcissist, and Lapis isn't really as strange as she seems. Peridot soon finds herself developing feelings for Lapis, feelings she's never felt before. Confused and afraid, Peridot is trying her best to figure this out. Yet she can't help but wonder... Does Lapis feel the same? [TRIGGER WARNING] [None of the art displayed in the book belongs to me, credit to the artists!] Art on cover by dement09 on tumblr

To be brave is to love despite loss. Oh, how she wished she were brave enough. Brave enough to love.