I look out the window behind him and take both of his hands in mine. Should I tell him? Would I open up old wounds that I've tried so hard to heal, for him? I look into his captivating brown eyes. He helped me through that panic attack and he already knows so much about me except for that one thing that I have tried so hard to forget. I know that I can trust him, hell I would trust him with my life! But should I trust him with this? I take a deep breath, closing my eyes before answering. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Victoria Brown a girl from Omaha, Nebraska, moves to a new city, for a fresh start. Toronto, Ontario is her now her new home, where she will finish her senior year of High School and start her "new" life. Her goal is to get through this final year unnoticed and forget the past, but when she meets Jack Collins, the deviously handsome bad boy of Riverfield High, her life doesn't go as planned......... With new friends, hot guys and heartbreaking pasts Victoria's life turns into something she never expected. COMPLETED {10.18.18}

"Do you ever get scared of being happy?" He asked softly, also pretty tired. I kept my eyes closed as I answered, my fingers softly drawing circles on his chest. "All the time. I used to a lot more, but, the downfalls seem a lot less daunting now that I have someone to free-fall with," I replied, and I looked up to see him smile a little at that, "We're just dancing in the rain these days.. there's no need to be afraid of the inevitable clouds that are gonna pop up." • • • College. Officially a new start. Crystal can already feel the clean slate and new opportunities like a breath of fresh air. She's finally ready to move in towards a brighter future. She knows hard times will inevitably come throughout her life, but that no longer scares her. However, life does have a way of throwing the most unexpected of curveballs at you... Especially when you least are prepared for it. [BOOK TWO OF 'HOPELESSLY DEVOTED' SERIES] • • • !!! [ TRIGGER WARNING ] !!! • suicide, suicidal concepts • domestic abuse, sexual assault • substance abuse, alcoholism, addiction • anxiety, PTSD, panic attacks • strong language and mature scenes • • •