Sixteen-year-old Castiel Novak's life has never been anything but horrible. His father is abusive and his mother died of leukemia when he was five. On top of his terrifying home life, he is bullied at school due to circling rumors of Cas being gay. Living doesn't seem right for the depressive and suicidal teenager, and he soon plans his demise. That is, up until he meets Dean Winchester, an equally depressive seventeen-year-old who turns Cas's life around. Dean shows Castiel a new life, a reason to keep on fighting the fight, and the two soon realize just how much they need each other. This AU fanfic is all about how much Dean and Cas care for each other and just how far they'll go to stay together. Possible trigger warning!!!

Dean got into an accident and was most likely going to die, but a miracle happens and Dean lives but for some reason he can't see colors any more, all he sees is a grayscale of it so they all look dull. As time progresses, Dean still never got used to the same black and white filter of the world. All he wanted was to see colors again. One day, Dean notices a student who was filled with colors. That student ended up being Castiel, the angel who saved Dean but did not restore his eyesight to normal. When Cas first found Dean, he cured him and became his guardian angel for quite some time and he eventually fell in love with him. One day, Dean finally got the guts to talk to Castiel and suddenly his world was full of colors. When Dean is not around Cas, the world goes back to black and white. *contains sabriel and fluff* *suicide*

A Destiel fan fiction. After the death of Dean Winchester's brother, Sam, he slowly tries to recover with the help of his angel, Castiel. Cas tries everything in his power to make Dean okay. Although, Dean is convinced he is not okay and never will be until his little brother is alive again.

In his old life, Dean had a boyfriend. Castiel. An angel. Since becoming a demon, he had distanced himself from him. At first, Dean missed him. The quirky comments he used to make. But now, Dean felt nothing. They were all distant memories. He was certain Cas was still searching for him. Deep down, Dean missed him. This new darkness Dean had, changed him. A good change, he thought. He wasn't going to let it go. Even though he pissed Dean off sometimes, he found Crowley's aggressiveness alluring. His old self would have been frightened if he'd blossomed feelings for the King of Hell, but it'd happened so fast in the past couple months that Dean pushed it aside.

After the events leading up to Dean's death and Castiel's human reincarnation, things returned to normal for the two. Sam, however, is faced with the threat of his life when Gabriel is kidnapped by an unknown assailant, and he is left alone, bruised and battered. He sets out to find him, but he soon realizes that he might have more than he bargained for at the things he will face, the things he must do, and the secrets he finds out along the way. So, this is the next book in the Why Are You Hiding Your Wings series! If you haven't read them yet, I suggest you check it and Bare My Soul out first!

basically a story me and my ibf wrote ages ago but changed and in a bit more detail :)

Dean always put on a good act at school, with his dad always drunk and Sam rarely talking to him. But when Castiel moves in next door, will Dean open up and let himself be with Castiel? (Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts, self injury, etc.) (July 23, 2016: thank you guys so much for all of the support you have given this story. it means the absolute world to me. It's almost been two years since the final chapter was published. Though it was not my best work, I'm still immensely happy with it. I know there are many errors and faults to this publication, but you have given it a chance anyway. I love you all so much.)

Dean and Castiel go on hunt and they find out more about each other than before

A sad and dramatic and samifer fanfic