Wolfstar, Marauders Era au. Sirius Black has found himself falling in love with one of his best friends, Remus Lupin. Unable to express his feelings any other way, he begins to write in a notebook, filling it with things he'll never tell him.

Lyall Lupin had once told his son this: Love's not all that complicated. It tells you who it's after and it either gets what it wants or destroys you. And he had never thought it would ever apply to him because let's be honest, who would love an animal like Remus? Well, I'll tell you the answer to that: a charming yet vulgar, somewhat poncey, boy with smoky gray eyes. RL/SB ADDITIONAL CHAPTERS BEING ADDED! WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE SEQUEL IS NOW BEING ADDED ONTO CARVE ME OPEN! Part One and Two of the Mischief Managed Series. ©professortoebeans 2019 This is AU, and it will follow canon for the majority of the story. However, it will veer off path eventually. Not into mediocrity or ridiculousness. Please read the Disclaimer for trigger warnings and other information. Wolfstar/Marauders Era began: 5/17/2019 completed: Under edit as of 4/12/2020 🥇Ranks! #1 in Gayships out of 8k stories (1/10/2021) #2 in SiriusxRemus out of 855 (10/13/2020) #4 in Muggles out of 439 (06/21/2021) #6 in RemusxSirius out of 456 (10/13/2020) #6 in Banter out of 833 (12/4/2019) #19 in TheOrder out of 283 (12/4/2019) #24 in Wizards out of 9.3k (6/11/2021) #37 in Wolfstar out of 4.5k (9/7/2019) #30 in Maraudersfiction out of 1.2k (12/4/2019)

A small paved road in Diagon Alley leads to Potter's Herbs and Misc., where Remus Lupin buys his (surprise, surprise!) herbs and miscellaneous wizarding supplies every weekend. Only one day, he's met with a rather vexatious surprise of cigarette smoke and dreamy grey eyes waiting for him by the name of Sirius Orion Black.

The Marauders are in the fifth year at Hogwarts, preparing for O.W.L.s, while also discovering blossoming teenage-romance. Remus is in love with his best-friend Sirius... does he love him back?

Featured in the official Wattpad @Fanfic Harry Potter Fanfiction reading list. A beautiful tale of pranks, turkey heists, Christmas truths, failed attempts at romance, laughter, death, and very deep love during the Marauders' seventh year at Hogwarts. SB/RL JP/LE Wolfstar.

"Are you serious?" "No...I'm Lily." For seventh years James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin and Peter Pettigrew, October only means one thing (and it's not Halloween, or the first month in like six years the full moon comes out twice, or the Fail At Asking Out Lily Evans Week): The annual Marauder Prank-Off. (this did not start out intending to be jily or wolfstar but hey shit happens)

The instinct not to breathe underwater is so strong that it overcomes the agony of running out of air. No matter how desperate you are, you won't inhale until you're on the verge of losing consciounsness. Sirius knew that. He stood there, staring down to the black, cold water and pondering, would it be easier just to jump. He was on the edge, not just of the quay but of his own mind and sanity. The fall wouldn't kill him. The waves would. ... This is a Remus x Sirius Hogwarts years fanfiction I started writing a while back, in wich Sirius struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. Remus tries his best to be there for his best friend, but his state of mind isn't the healthiest either. Contains triggering stuff, please don't read if you know you can't put up with stuff like ABUSE, SUICIDE, strong language or VIOLENCE. Also, all of this is based on the characters of the Harry Potter series. The cover picture is from tumblr and I added the name of this fic on it, so I do not own it. All of this is written by me, partly based on some of the events from my own life and suicidal thoughts I've had a long time ago, so please don't copy the storyline as it's partly very personal. Hope you'll like it