Jungkook's struggle in fighting off the voices is getting harder. People around him are worrying more and more everyday. His failed suicide attempt is raising red flags for everyone, making it more and more difficult to silence the voices inside his head. Depression, Self Harm, Self Hate, Anxiety and Anorexia, are they is friends or this enemies? When the voices get louder, it gets harder to breath. Last book in trilogy: Book one: Beaten Book two: Suicide Book three: Weightless Taekook fanfiction ===TRIGGER WARNINGS=== - Self Harm - Abuse - Anorexia - Depression - Anxiety ===TRIGGER WARNINGS===

"I want you to touch me and tease me just like you do in my dreams" Jimin has wet dreams about a mystery boy and starts craving his touch

Kim Taehyung n'embrasse personne, mais Kim Taehyung ne reste jamais chaste. Quand son ami décide de jouer les entremetteurs en envoyant le numéro de son cousin à tous ses contacts, il se retrouve piégé par ses propres démons. C'est la rencontre du charismatique Jeon Jungkook qui vient bousculer ses principes bien établis et raviver la douleur d'un sombre passé. 𝐕𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐒𝐌𝐒 + 𝐇𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐫𝐞 . . ➨ 𝐈𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 : 𝐂𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐜𝐞̀𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐚̀ 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞̀𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐞𝐥𝐬. 𝐓𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞 𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢 𝐞𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐞𝐮𝐱. 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐪𝐮𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐞̀𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐚 𝐝𝐞́𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐞́𝐞 𝐞𝐭 𝐥𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐞́ 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐮 𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐞 𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐫𝐞. . .

❝ Je ne te demande même pas de sortir, juste de m'ouvrir. On peut même s'enfermer ensemble si tu veux ! ❞ Min Yoongi déteste plus que tout être dérangé et s'enferme donc partout où il va, principalement dans son studio dans lequel il passe le plus clair de son temps à composer. Interdiction formelle aux gars d'y entrer, le rappeur est intraitable là-dessus. Mais bizarrement, Kim Taehyung arrive toujours à déjouer sa règle. Et plus bizarrement encore, Yoongi ne lui dit jamais rien.

✰✰ Seven people who all have their own problems are put in the same ward at the mental asylum. They are considered the most difficult group to control and the most dangerous at the institution, so what will happen when they all become "friends"? Or is there even such a thing as friendship in this place? ✰ ✰ (First seven chapters were before the asylum.) •BTS fanfic •May include: Vkook, Yoonminseok, Namjin •Mentions of murder, death, suicide, addiction •If triggered easily, don't read Started- 2/12/20 Finished-

Kim Seokjin- Dissociative Identity Disorder Min Yoongi- OCD/ Depression Jung Hoseok- Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder Kim Namjoon- Schizophrenia Park Jimin- Anorexia Kim Taehyung- PTSD/ Nightmare Disorders Jeon Jungkook- Hypomanic Episodes I am sorry if this is extremely inaccurate I am only writing this for fun. Please excuse the fact that writing may be different between chapter's bcuz there are two people writing this. @LillyWallker15 will be doing most writing and I am to be part time writer and will be doing the majority of the editing. Thank you for reading and enjoy!!!!

"Truth or dare Jimin?" "Dare" "I dare you to eat a cupcake."

*Rebooted from the original* Jimin has always struggled with self-love. The only difference was that before he was left alone he had other people to love him, other friends he could make happy. If everyone around him loved him, why would he need to love himself? But then it changed, his friends became the very reason he hated himself. They taunted him, physically and verbally assaulted him every day, and made him terrified to leave his house for school anymore. The only question is, why? Why did they become another group of his bullies? In the beginning Jimin swore there was a reasonable answer. But over time Jimin's mind became tainted by their words and the only thing he could do was blame himself for how they treated him. His lack of self-love quickly turn into self-hatred. His hate-filled thoughts plagued him every day. They crept into his mind at the worst times and made him want to do evil things. They wanted him to hurt himself, they wanted him to kill himself, and they wanted him to punish himself. Who can save him from this disease that taints his mind so much, and will they be enough to spare him from an early demise? Update 1/15/21: Fic is currently on hold. Not discontinued but I don't plan on updating anytime in the near future. Warnings: bullying, self harm, starvation,depression, and suicide ATTEMPTS. Do not read if you have been through this. Also a schizophrenic character, mentions of domestic abuse, etc. Thank you @yoonmin_swaeg for the wonderful cover ❤️

Jimin goes on a diet in preparation of their comeback which made Jimin faint constantly and being rushed to the hospital. Jimin lied when they eat meals and only eats when it's snack time which made a very worried Jungkook and all the other BTS members. NOTE: Jimin doesn't starve himself anymore and he only did that for the WINGS Album he went on a diet that involves eating 1 meal every 10 days. This is what an eating disorder is like in my perspective even though I never had one but I have seen how dangerous it is. It is like a trap that you can't get out of unless you get someone to help you. You fall into this trap of certain eating rituals like cutting food into tiny pieces and rearranging them. You think you are fat when you are dangerously underweight. Relationships: Mostly Jikook focused with side ships (yoonmin, namjin, jihope, vkook , etc.) WARNING: Contains eating disorders, anorexia, cutting/suicidal thoughts. Might contain sexual content/smut/rape/trauma. Very angsty. Read at own risk. 18+ A/N: This is written based on my body image issues (I don't have an ED though), perfectionism, anxiety, depression and being overworked to the point of fainting. Might include puns/references for fun to help with the angst. Some chapters are inspired by songs e.g 11.LIE, 15.보고 싶다 , 20.I NEED U, 23.Touch (BTS Lie, BTS Spring Day, BTS I NEED U, NCT127 Touch) etc. Groups/solos mentioned: BTS focused but features Got7, NCT, EXO, Seventeen, Astro (group chat), Twice, Taemin etc. (because I'm a total Kpop trash mostly with BTS and NCT)

A story of why he died. #4 anorexia #8 anorexia #9 anorexia #11 anorexia #12 anorexia #13 anorexia #18 anorexia