[WARNING]: Contains Suicidal Thoughts/Actions! Naruto Uzumaki.. A name lost in the crowd, The name nobody thought twice about... The 13 letters people didn't seem to want to call him A name who used to have a cheerful owner. After the deaths of Kushina and Minato Uzumaki, nobody in the village of Konoha was the same. They were grief stricken.. not knowing what to do next, ignoring the fact they all had duties to return to. It took almost 10 years to get over their deaths. Ten years a poor boy was neglected without a reason as to why. Once those people had had enough of the grieving they turned to anger, and the nearest thing they could find to let go of that anger was an innocent little boy brought into the world by the two people they spent so much time mourning the deaths of. For 16 years the boy's life had been hell, absolute hell. Having no one to turn to, No one to care for him, He gave up.. On others, On Faith.. Hope.. But worst of all he gave on himself and the idea of living.. This is his story....

Naruto has had enough. All he wants is to leave, to be as far away from the place his nightmares came to life. He wants to live freely, not chained down to a village who look at him with nothing but disgust.

He doesn't remember when he began to put on fake smiles, he only knows that it's working. Nobody notices the straining in his eyes and jaw as he tries not to cry. He was Uzumaki Naruto, he was the class clown, he wasn't allowed to cry. So he kept it up. Until somebody finally does notice. But can they save Naruto from himself? Or is he already in too deep?

Naruto is depressed and needs someone's love before he goes past saving. Who will this person or people be? Read to find out.

We all know the persistent ball of sunshine, right? We all know that he is stubborn, yet sweet, right? And we all know that he has the best smile in the village, right? Wrong... All of that is an act, a mask to hide who he really is... Naruto is depressed, anxious, and has horrible insomnia. He can't seem to get happy... he can't do anything unless he's around the love of his life... Will he get better? Can someone pull him out of the hole he dug? Read the story to find out who the true Naruto is...

Naruto was really struggling. He was able to hide everything until not eating caught up with him. Then everyone found out. Trigger Warning: self harm, attempted suicide, eating disorders, ect. Slow updates, but long-ish chapters.

Narutos POV I felt this way for years no one loves me know one cares. I should just end it end it all. That was the plan anyway.