Sometimes one just needs to feel somebody a little bit closer.

*discontinued* "dude i was just thinking about the power addison and meredith would have if they got together" -a text message from my friend title from taylor swift's "death by a thousand cuts" highest rankings: #5 out of 50 stories in "merddison" #11 out of 453 stories in "addisonmontgomery" #13 out of 1000+ stories in "meredithgrey"

"I'm just trying to find, find, find, sweet love of mine" - Runaway Love

Meredith: I like your hair Addison: Thank you. It's genetic and unattainable. OR: Incorrectgreysanatomy has pretty some epic quotes on Tumblr which have somehow made themselves into Meddison prompts.

It's three in the morning when Meredith Grey finds herself at Addison Montgomery's doorstep. Derek is dead and she doesn't know where to go, not when Seattle is suffucating her with memories and she has just discovered she is pregnant. (No Jake and Private Practice characters are only mentioned)

Addison is desperate for attention, and she isn't getting any from her husband. season 2, episode 20 titled Band-Aid Covers the Bullet Hole This story is written in Addison's point of view, and Meredith's words are in italics. This is a new style for me, so please don't hesitate to let me know if you do or don't like it

What could have happened if Derek decided to choose no one, not Mer, not Addison? How could have things turned out? Meredith has no idea what's Addison truly like..

meredith has just found out that Derek has not been truthful, but even with her love for Derek, she can't help but fall in love his wife

The five times Meredith and Addison could have kissed, and the one time they actually do.

This is not the second part of Pure hatred&True love, but I am writing another MerAdd fanfic. This description will not say anything about MerAdd so you will have to read to learn this version of their story. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Meredith Grey has always dealt with depression. She never told anybody about it, but it's there. She had managed over the years to keep everything under control by taking her medication and keeping her self away from heartbreaking issues. Everything changed when she met the hot shot brain surgeon Derek Shepherd. She let herself fall in love with him, like she said she wouldn't. But when his wife shows up, her heart breaks for the final time. Not even the best medication could fix her. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story is rated M for mature because there is mention of suicide in the story. This book deals with depression. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- 23/23 parts published #1 on meddison