He misses his warmth, his soft touch, his soothing voice, his gorgeous eyes looking deeply at him, he misses him, everything about him. He wanted to get him back, to live happily with him, to be with him again. But all those changed when he found himself in ease as he wraps his arms around another boy's neck and finding comfort in his scent of newly bloomed flowers in April. "Run your hands all over under my clothes, until I'll have the same scent as you." ** Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction, unless otherwise indicated. All the names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents in this book are either the product of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner and should never be linked to any real people. They do not resemble the idols in any way. Learn to separate what's fiction and what's real. Copyright © 2021 by GGYUNOLOGY All rights reserved. ** Please excuse any errors or mistakes in this book. Or if any scenes seemed poorly written or lacked in some way. Or if there are any parts you may dislike. This book was self-indulgent 80% of the time it was written in 2021, so that explains most of it. Thank you. :')

"Hello... uhm, yes. It's me, Choi Beomgyu. Live and in stereo. As of today, I am still alive. But I won't be for long. By the time you finish listening to these tapes, I hope you allow me to end it all. Yeonjun... hyung you're probably wondering why I decided to send you these tapes. Why I sent them only to you. The thing is, after all that has happened, I still trust you. Please... whatever you learn from these tapes, keep it a secret. Keep it between us. I have a favor to ask of you, which you'll soon find out once you've listened to every single one of these tapes. Please don't let these tapes fall into the wrong hands, it can put both you and I in grave danger. Well, mostly you... since I'm already six feet under the ground once these get to someone else? Before you come rushing to my house to help me, listen to the recordings first. I love you Yeonjun. And I trust you with this. Now, let me tell you about my life... or more specifically, how my life will end." Or Choi Yeonjun swore he hid the tapes. He knew he hid them somewhere far enough, somewhere no one else could find. But oh, Kang Taehyun exists. This book will follow the narration of Beomgyu, with the tapes playing in Taehyun's ears. Yeonjun should've burned the tapes instead. [RATED MATURE FOR SENSITIVE THEMES.] (Loosely based from Netflix's 13 Reasons Why) Copyright © 2020 by Crystal Calypso All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. For permission requests, write to the publisher, addressed "Attention: Permissions Coordinator," by Messenger.