An exclusive excerpt from the first and only official book from ZAYN, available worldwide November 1st. Global superstar ZAYN shares a photographic journey of his life since leaving One Direction. ZAYN opens up with this collection of thoughts, inspiration, and never-before-seen personal photographs. After five years of massive success with One Direction, ZAYN launched his career as a solo artist with Mind of Mine, becoming one of the most successful artists in the world. Now, for the first time ever, ZAYN is going to tell and show all in this intimate and raw scrapbook of his life. Never-before-released photos give readers insight to ZAYN, no-holds-barred. Gorgeously designed with hundreds of full-color photographs and ZAYN's notes, drawings, song lyrics, and personal stories, the book captures ZAYN's most private moments and his candid feelings on fame, success, music, and life. The next chapter of ZAYN's evolution into global superstar, told by the artist who is living it. Pre-order ZAYN: http://zayn.at/book

❝If you're brave enough to say goodbye, life will reward you with a new hello.❞ © Copyright: All Rights Reserved ll Aftertea

I'm the bad guy. But I have a life, and a child isn't going to ruin that. I'm doing what runs through every teenage fathers mind...I'm leaving. Sorry. - Liam This whole Idea of leaving, was giving me some type of rush, a rush of energy, guilt, and most of all freedom. Zayn will get it, I can't handle being a father. Hell neither can he. Or The fic Where Liam is the definition of a dead beat dad, and Zayn is left with a child not knowing how to make it on his own. COPYRIGHTS © 2014 Hailyblooms All rights reserved to hailyblooms unless asked and allowed by hailyblooms any illegal us e will be reported.

[ONGOING] in which Zayn suffers from the paranoia of an eating disorder, and Liam is unsure of what he wants. {CONTENT MAY TRIGGER} © All Rights Reserved

Niall, I am giving you this for memories, so you can look back at school and smile or laugh. Also, I have a bit more in store to tell you. Remember that day you kicked me with the football straight to my nose? Well, on that day I finally realized something... Please just read, you'll figure out what that something is real soon. Zayn x

Through Niall's eyes, Zayn can do no wrong. Through Zayn's eyes, doing something wrong is the only way to do something right.

He awakens every morning, having to find the strength to cope with his dissociative identity disorder (split personality). His mood is up and down the scale and he can't seem to find a sense of contentment. Life graces him with the love and support of his family, the company of his best friend, the care of his teacher, and a boy who is all of those things, with all of those qualities. He only hopes it's enough because he feels himself slipping more and more each day.

Niall Horan is a boy who fears danger. Zayn Malik defines it.

Niall hates his neighbor, Zayn Malik. He's covered in tattoos, smokes more than anyone Niall knows, and spends all of his time at the local tattoo parlor called Urban Ink. They spend most of their time yelling at each other, until Niall gets dragged into Urban Ink through an unfortunate series of events that may change Niall's heart forever. Or, the one where Niall slowly falls for Zayn and Zayn has secretly loved Niall since the beginning, but it's not easy or smooth sailing at all.

That's what Niall has to look forward to while his boyfriend, Josh, is away at brain camp. Days will be spent at a boring job In the library, evenings will be filled with vocabulary drills for the SATs, and spare time will be passed with his mother, the two of them sharing silent grief at the traumatic loss of Niall's father. But sometimes unexpected things can happen-things such as the catering job at wish, with its fun-loving, chaotic crew. Or his brothers project of renovating the neglected beach house, awakening long-buried memories. Things such as meeting Zayn, a boy with a past, a taste for truth-telling, and an amazing artistic talent, the kind of boy who could turn anyones world upside down. As Niall ventures out of his shell, he begins to wonder, is it really better to be safe than sorry? {This is based off of the book The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen, THIS IS NOT MINE}