"I didn't mean to hurt you. I could never hurt you." He whispers into my neck. I stroke the back of his head with careful fingers, chin resting lightly atop his skull. "I know." I soothe, pulling him closer still. Sobs escape from his chest, rattling his shoulders in an unsteady rhythm. In that moment, my heart breaks for him and all the terrible things this life has done. It breaks for the guilt and the ghosts swimming in his mind, the person he was never allowed to become. It's not fair. ***** Nyx Nelson, or agent 184, is one of Hydra's best assets - not that she wants to be. With her parents murdered in front of her very eyes at age five, she's been tortured and experimented on for fourteen years. Suddenly her miserable life is turned upside down when the Avengers try to capture her, needing the information she can supply on a set of stolen blueprints for America's next weapon of mass destruction. Offered the deal of a lifetime by Tony Stark, she agrees. But Nyx's emotions are in for an even bigger surprise when she runs into the ghost that has been haunting her dreams for the past five years - The Winter Soldier. At first she does everything she can to avoid the super soldier, who brings back memories she has shut out for years. However, their relationship starts to change as they both realise there is more to the other than meets the eye, with more in common than they thought. Forced to work together in a bid to take down Hydra once and for all, can the two also help each other heal from their shared trauma? Or will their ghosts end up consuming them? ***** All of the characters belong to marvel/Sony apart from Nyx and a few others. The plot, however, is mine though it is inspired by the MCU films. I also don't own the cover art, which I found on Pinterest. Rankings: 1st in Cap - 15.03.21 1st in buckybarnes - 15.03.21 1st in spiderman - 20.03.21 2nd in Avengers - 22.03.21 1st in jamesbuchananbarnes - 26.03.21

Longing, Rusted, Seventeen, Daybreak... Bucky needs his mind back. While the infamous Winter Soldier is in cryofreeze, Steve Rogers frantically searches for a way to rid Bucky's mind of these words. Then he finds it. All power over Bucky's mind is abolished. But just because these words hold no true power over his mind doesn't mean that they don't have a hold over his emotions. That's where Ella Walin, the top PTSD Psychiatrist in the world, comes in. Previously working in a Sudanese refugee camp, sometimes helping once child soldiers recover from their traumatic past, Ella is secretly recruited by the New Avengers to help the Winter Soldier. But can she? Through the love of friends and her help, Bucky can finally regain his mind back. And his life.

A Red Room assassin, Elizabeth Zeintara works under Helmut Zemo. His hatred for the Avengers has him grasping at straws to perfect her as his ultimate weapon. Subjected to the super-soldier serum and mind control conditioning, Elizabeth becomes absolutely lethal. After Thanos, a world recovering is the perfect place to destroy the Avengers once and for all. Going under cover, agent Zeintara earns trust and much more from Bucky Barnes, making her mission nearly impossible. All this and more in Wintertide. Spotify playlists- Villain Vibe (wintertide), Daddy Zemo (wintertide) *VERY NEW*

2023 It's been several months since Tony Stark and Natasha Romanoff gave their lives to bring back the trillions murdered in the decimation. In the wake of the post - apocalyptic clean up, and the entirety of the universe adjusting to home the life it once had, many people are struggling to reconnect with the life they once had. Charlie Grant is no exception; and had once said goodbye to her past life and everything she once held dear to her. Until it all came back. Bucky Barnes had lost everything; in every way. He lost his past life, his innocence, his happiness, and now, his best friend. He didn't know what he had to live for. Not after it all came back, and he lost even more. Until he met Charlie. But fate never worked the way he wanted to. | Bucky Barnes Fanfiction | Ranked #3 in #BuckyBarnes

"Do you want me to answer your question as your student, or as a woman?" I question him. He looks surprised at my question, while I'm eager to hear his answer. "What's the difference, exactly?" he answers my question, with one of his own. "I will have to be more respectful if I answer as your student." I look at him, wearing a smirk on my lips. WARNINGS : vulgar language, explicit content. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK :)

"Buck." You stopped him. He looked at you from across the room. He took his hand off the door knob and faced you still silent. He knew what you were thinking. "I can't." He began. "I need to be careful. I don't want to hu-" You groaned cutting him off. "You dont want to hurt me I get it. You won't hurt me Bucky. I know you won't. Ever. I trust you. You have to trust yourself. The only way you'll hurt me is if you leave. Or don't sleep with me." Your eyes widened,"In..in the bed I mean." You looked away and heard a small laugh. "As long as you behave." He teased walking over to you. "I will as long as you will." ----------- Penelope is an educated psychologist, when she crosses paths with Steve Rogers one night he has more than a few questions about mind control. He insists upon her help with a friend. Bucky Barnes. Bucky is a trained Hydra assassin. Hydra controlled his every move but now he's free and wants his mind back. He knows he needs help. Will Penelope help him after all he's done?

❝Just know that from this point on, whatever happens, I'll be with you. I'm not gonna leave your side until you tell me to.❞ . . .in which she helps him find his way back to himself. [BOOK ONE] [Highest ranking: #1 in MCU/fanfiction as of 5/26/18]

"the wildfire inside of her burned to be set free" [ a story in which two badasses get along ] *COMPLETED* ©-bloodyknuckles

A/N: first few chapters are a bit 'cringy' with spelling errors (I write this on my phone) but if you can get past those two things, I PROMISE the story and writing get better. Will be doing heavy editing/construction once the book is complete Agent Amelia Hayes is the newest recruit to the Avengers team after getting a second chance at life thanks to none other than Tony Stark. While learning how to use her powers for good and what it truly means to be a hero, shes also creating bonds with everyone on the team as they help her along her journey. All except James Buchanan Barnes that is. She doesn't know why the moody super soldier has such a vendetta towards her but she does know that she can't help but get flustered and ogle around him. Getting to the root of everything is one problem. Figuring out where to go when she gets her answers is another. But Amelia Hayes never backs down from a challenge. RANKED #1 jamesbuchananbarnes as of 03/13/2021 RANKED #2 Barnes as of 03/16/2021 (thank you all so so much <3) • • • • • • • • • • • • • • I do NOT own any Marvel characters or events, only my OC. All rights reserved to MCU

James 'Bucky' Barnes/OC AU ~~~ The year is 1973. All Dove Rogers wanted was a relaxing summer. Just one last hoorah before being thrust into adult life. Yet everything shifts when her new houseguest- and long-standing enemy- Bucky Barnes, arrives. In the thick of sun-kissed relaxation, the two of them are forced to face the awakening and burning desire growing between them. Enemies to Lovers/First Love This story is 18+. Specific tags in the first chapter. (I'll update them as I go)