"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

Dan doesn't listen to gender roles. Phil doesn't like watching people get bullied. TRIGGERS: SELF HARM, VIOLENCE, HOMOPHOBIA, TRANSPHOBIA, RAPE (about which I don't go into detail) Plz comment and vote I'm thirsty

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy strikes and he can't take it. However, he meets Phil Lester, the outgoing flirt with too big of a heart to handle. The two become close, and Dan soon realizes that even with his switch off, he can't deny that Phil is slowly reaching to turn it back on, and Dan can't seem to push his hand away.

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

DISCLAIMER: This is not my story!! However, I really love this fan fiction and I think more people should read it, so I've decided to repost it! Be sure to check out the original post by Lvckyphan at: https://archiveofourown.org/works/9234194?view_full_work=true In other words, I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I did, despite how sad it is. I recommend you read this in private, as it is a very emotional story. That being said, be sure to go show some love to the author at the link above! Author: Lvckyphan Published: 2017-01-07 Completed: 2017-03-06 Rating: Mature Archive Warnings: -Graphic Depictions Of Violence -Major Character Death -Rape/Non-Con -Underage