nyren_is_tired
Some (rare) days, Janus feels good.
On these days he doesn't have to deceive his shadows.
Most days, however, he does. Why would he want to show the others his tortured heart?
Nobody knew it possible for a side to deceive their shadows - the thing that showed their thoughts and feelings whether literally or not so literally on wherever they landed. That just made it all the easier for him to deceive them with and about his shadow.
But on some days, Janus just didn't have the energy.
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TRIGGER WARNINGS (will be updated as needed) (PLEASE let me know if there's something I need to add that I don't notice to):
depression, suicidal ideation
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