I have found an ideal life. I have a loving husband, no work and no danger. This is exactly what I wanted when I ran away and changed my identity. But I just didn't think that I would have a thirst to be in danger. Next to him. Especially next to him. And sometimes our desires come back into our lives with a nasty cry, "I'm back from your past." I am crazy because I knew that he will find me and I love it.

Imagine, "Friends with Benefits" meet Marvel. James Buchanan Barnes visits the past and find something he'll like to hold tightly around. ___________ authors note: I love plot, teasing and smut's so I will try to combine all of them in this story. THIS IS A DARK STORY. THE CHARACTERS ARE NOT NECESSARILY AT ALL NICE PEOPLE - BE AWARE. Friendly reminder like always - English isn't my first language and I'm dyslexic, so please be kind. Comments keep me motivated <3 [ across various marvel media ] UPDATE 09/03/2025: I currently began re-uploading the old chapters using A.I to scan through spelling mistakes.