"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning

Kylo Ren was a monster. A murderer, a beast... This you were sure of. In a life where you had woken up on the cold floor of a First Order ship with no memory apart from your name... Being sure of something was rare. You were thrust into work for the First Order as a cleaner. An honour, you had been told, to help the mighty Order. However, after being ripped from a life you couldn't remember, you didn't see this job as an honour at all. Even in your daily duties, you had heard of Commander Ren's power. You cleaned up the mess after his temper tantrums, and you sure as Hoth never wanted to cross his path. Until you did. Your ability held worth to the First Order, and Ren had recognised this before even you had. Taken under his wing, he begins to teach you. But while Kylo tries to push you closer towards the Dark, how could he have known you would be the one to ignite his Light? Kylo Ren x Reader Fanfiction Star Wars