"I got so many issues. Do you know that?" "You're just as troubled as me" In that moment I realized he and I were exactly alike. --- Billy Hargrove Fanfiction

"Two damaged people trying to heal each other is love." He mumbled. In which a boy that came from an abusive home fell in love with a girl who felt like home. #1 in Billy Hargrove (4/10/20) #1 in Netflix (6/1/20) #1 in Stranger Things (6/6/20) #1 in FanFiction (6/19/22) Started: July 26, 2019 Completed: August 20, 2020 Word Count: 43,126

╭─━━━━━━━━━━━━─╮ dysthymia /dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/ persistent mild depression ╰─━━━━━━━━━━━━─╯ ───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ───── "the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness" "if war was the sun and reputation was the ground, let harmony be the sky. and when the night falls, let the stars become our audience and the moon our protector." "and after the sun rises...will it be chaos all over again?" in which the the two rekindle for a fight against morals + mafia gang au + sequel to alexithymia

alexithymia subclinical phenomenon involving a lack of emotional awareness or, more specifically, difficulty in identifying and describing feelings and in distinguishing feelings from the bodily sensations of emotional arousal . . . "𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯; 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥" "𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦?" [inspired by ahn's brother in He is Psychometric] + mafia au 🎖#1 - huangrenjun 🎖#1 - leehaechan 🎖#1 - leeten 🎖 #1 - leetaeyong 🎖 #1 - nakamotoyuta

♪ Idol AU ♪ "You always get quiet when you're thinking." "You always get louder when I do." "Balance, baby." He flirts like it's his job. She avoids people like it's a sport. And somehow, they keep ending up in the same place, at the same time, with their hearts beating too loud. "Do you believe in love at first sight?" "I believe in love at every sight when it comes to you, Sunshine." ♪ Started: Jan 5, 2024 || Finished: TBA ♪ #3 in donghyuck, #1 in girlgroup, #6 in kpop

Unresponsive, unpolite, unwanting- he changes as the drink pours into his glass. Spilling all his secrets to a girl he wishes he never met, he's suddenly intertwined with her fates of closed classroom doors and a secret crush on one of his bandmates. Mr. Socialite suddenly isn't very social, huh? ©eerials2021 highest rankings #1 in heeseung #1 in partying #1 in leeheeseung

To be fair, the school council was as competitive as it gets. With a president and vice president fighting for different sides, it seems determination is in the air. In contrast, maybe there's more to the story than being rivals who "hate" each other. ©eerials2022, completed. highest rankings #1 in rivalstolovers #1 in academicrivals

"You think you can waltz back into my life as if nothing happened?" Book 3 of Idol Series ━━━━━━━━━━━━★✼☆｡ Enhypen's Lee Heeseung Fan Fiction Started: 07/27/21 Completed: 08/10/21

Downtown, there was a circuit for only the best and their affairs. When a girl eventually crosses paths with its racers, it's time for her to get comfy: Because their problems lie deeper than its roots. ©eerials2023, completed. highest rankings #1 in NCT #1 in donghyuck #2 in nct127

He's popular as popular gets- and you'd know this yourself if you saw the looks on girls' faces when he walks past. Playing centre forward for the Seoul University "Gators", the cute junior captain wearing #2 seems to have everything life has to offer. He hangs out with the infamous clique known as "The Lees", coined from the fact that they all share the same last name (and same blinding visuals for that matter): Haechan Lee, Jeno Lee, and Ten Lee. But when he's off the ice, Mark Lee is just a regular boy from Toronto. He likes Mexican food, singing in church, playing games with the boys, and- oh, how could I forget?- he likes the only girl on campus who doesn't know he exists. college hockey player! mark lee x fem. college figure skater! reader warnings: swearing, some suggestive material, depictions of bullying, financial struggle, anxiety, party with drugs and alcohol, scene of borderline harrassment (nothing actually happens), blood, injury, car accident, mentions of surgery, mentions of depression #1 in marklee? Y'all are too good 😭 1/29 #2 in nctzen I can't 2/21