philophobia (n.) : the fear of love or of becoming emotionally connected with another person. a book which has few poems written by me. I feel like I can express myself through my poems.

Aria has a messed up life. Her father doesn't love her, her mom is dead and her brother is off in college having the time of his life. When Aria gets out of one problem, she always lands in another one that is bigger. And just like that Aria gets away from her father and lands into another problem - the bad boy. Aria is supposed to live with the bad boy until she turns eighteen, which is a few weeks away. The said bad boy is broken and hates her for coming into his life. Add into this mixture a cute kid, best friends, late-night ice cream runs, pizza parties and much more. One girl. One guy. One cute kid. One house. What could go wrong? Oh, of course, nothing at all. That was sarcasm if you hadn't figured it out. - Cover by @katherineWitherspoon - 🌟 Featured in Rainbow Salts 🥇The Pantheon Awards 🥇The High Peak Awards 🥇 Imperial Scribe Awards 🥇The Oasis Awards 🥇Teen Fix Awards 🥈The Sapphire Awards 🥈The Coronation Awards 🥈The Fantasy Awards 🥈The Sweetheart Awards 🥉The Savant Awards 🥉The Sakura Awards 🥉The Noble Awards 🎖️ Best Cover in The Mono Awards 🎖️Best Characters in The Floral Awards 🎖️Runner Up in The Congenial Awards

| 𝑨𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝑲𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒍𝒆 & 𝑷𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒏 𝑨𝒎𝒂𝒛𝒐𝒏 | | CO-WINNER THE AMBYS 2022 VAMPIRES CATEGORY | | 𝕴𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝖊𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝖌𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝖈𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝖆 𝖛𝙖𝙢𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙚 | 𝑨 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑺𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 - 𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑶𝒏𝒆 If you like mystery and solitude, then Shadowbrook is the town for you. One rule, don't stay out after dark. Oh, and try not to get bitten. Erika Smith is a shy girl diagnosed with cancer, only to have her world changed as she wakes up in a strange town. What she doesn't know is that Shadowbrook isn't like any ordinary town. When the sun goes down, the vampires lurk around the corners and come out to play. Shadowbrook becomes a place she can call home, and she hasn't felt that way in such a long time. It's the test of time for Erika as she battles for her life, hiding a secret that could change everything for the residents of Shadowbrook, and the undead. Will Erika stop history from repeating itself before it's too late? WARNING- Marked for Mature Readers. Some parts of the story may be triggering to those who suffer from alcohol abuse. Book Cover made by Kingof_designer (Usama) on fiverr 🧛 Previously added to Stories Undiscovered reading list under Garnet. 27.10.19 🧛 Added to Wattpad Paranormal "Blood-Thirsty Beasts" reading list on 20.01.20 🧛 Added to the Vampire Community reading list for February 2020 🧛 Added to Wattpad Dark Fantasy "The Bestiary" reading list on 24.04.20 🧛 Added to Wattpad General Fiction "Creativity At its Finest| Fantasy" reading list on 11.05.20 🧛♀️ Added to Wattpad Official Vampires Featured Stories Reading list on 09.09.20

● SLOW UPDATES ● She stood tall with her head held high, her eyes that were once dull in his presence were now filled with life. Her arms were linked with her husband as she stared at the man in front of her. Her red lips turned into a smile as her husband wrapped his arms around her waist. Her golden dress shining in the light. He rubbed small circles on her waist to calm her nerves. She started at the man who was suppose to be her hero, who suppose to care for and love her unconditionally. So with her voice held with confidence and elegance, she spoke, looking him right in his eyes, "You lost, Mahmoud Sayd"

There have never been a case of murder in the history of Green Hill community. Well, except now. When a dead body was found in the community field of the peaceful and quiet Green Hill, it triggered a series of murders. © All rights reserved.

For Nate, the world was once a nice and friendly place, at least until they came. The Bobbies. No one knows how it started. One day their loved ones turned on them, devouring them like an eight-course meal. The reason for this remains unknown, and now the biggest worry anybody has is surviving. * * * Ten years ago, the Outbreak happened, dooming more than half of the human population to the infection and turned into Bobbies: flesh-eating monsters that most want to see exterminated. Nate is just a survivor in this new crazy world whose only goal is to live to see another day. He doesn't go out of his way to help others, and he isn't a hero. All Nate wants to do is survive in his hideaway and remain hidden from the rest of the world. This all changes when Vanessa comes barging into his life. Now, he has to decide if he should risk himself in order to help Vanessa survive. It won't be easy with all the crazed Bobbies and other creatures of the night that came creeping into light in all the chaos. And the Nightmare Terror Specialized Unit is constantly on their tails and actively hunting all witches down. Will Nate help Vanessa? And if he does, will he succeed in helping them both survive? With everyone against them, only time will tell. Cover by @angoissee Banner by @Bandit26139 If you are viewing this on a site other than Wattpad.com, you risk getting a virus.

"I know we broke up, but.., " he whispers in my ear, trailing his finger lightly along my arm. He places a soft kiss on my collarbone, making a shiver course through me. He tilts his head so he's staring straight into my eyes. His pupils dilate as he gazes at my face, stroking my cheeks slightly with his thumb. "I just can't seem to give you up." And with that, he crashes his lips onto mine. ~~~ After her boyfriend cheats on her with her best friend and disappears from town without an explanation, Dove Kelch loses all hope in love and fairytales. Two years later, she plans to go through the senior year unscathed, but everything changes when her ex returns to town in the grandest way ever. Insert the arrival of a new exchange student who falls for Dove and threatens to break down her walls, being everything her ex wasn't. But as they say- your first love is always the hardest. Now Dove is stuck between her cold-hearted first love and the new guy who treats her like a queen. As feelings unravel and secrets unveil, Dove gets to learn that the devil you know might be better than the angel you don't know. And how quickly can love change to obsession? Throw in the funniest classmates, late-night drives, crazy parties, and get ready for this roller coaster of drama. Warning: contains mature scenes.

✞ John 1:5 ✞ ✞ The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it. ✞ A former sleazy nightclub singer with a gloomy past and afterwards a devotional sister of the church, Sister Jude Martin, running with an iron fist the most nefarious mental hospital in Boston, is sardonically trapped in another woeful destiny. Being committed against her will as a patient, due to her love interest's unthinkably unforgivable mistake she couldn't put a finger on it. Her best of friend, Monsignor Timothy Howard, is not only the nonchalant director of the nefarious mental institution, but also a revered member of the church. Notwithstanding his mistake, yet, his most potent relationship, a rich medley of platonic and somewhat romantic, was utmost formed with his right hand. The abruptness of unspeakable betrayal and sheer heartbreak ram a couple of years of inexorably stable friendship. On one hand, her hopes of seeing the light of the day are a far cry from imaginable whilst had ridden the dynamic roller coaster of three chaotic trimesters and its aftermaths. On the other hand, Jude's old friend's attempts to award her with welcomingly promising future and hopes, isn't the ex-nightclub singer's luxury to fuel her utter faith at all. Once the ultimate madness ceases from existence, is the beginning of the light going to shimmer brighter than the full moon and construct a better world for the headstrong warriors of their fate in bestowing each other atonement? Or on the contrary, a torrent of heavy ordeals anticipates them, hungry for demolishing with their fears and demons, besides holding grudges? #lavenderawards #thewinnerawards2020 #butterfly2020 #GoldenAwards #IceCreamAwards #thelightawards2k20 #TSA2020 #blackrhumbusawards #TheBookerAwards #thevermillionawards2020 #rosecloudawards2020 #thecoronation #TheDivineAwards2020 #projectdivine #therainbowawards #neondreamsawards2020 #spilltheink2020awards #vvcommunity2020awards

From the start, you're only meant To please your mind, and leave the rest For in the end, you cannot collect Every mouth and what it says A collection of majorly sad poems inspired by the poet's experiences. Feats💚💚: Featured in "Poetic Serenades" -The Coffee Community. Featured in Poetry Collections- WattpadAnthologies 🥇The Midnight Sun Awards 2019 🥇The Library Awards 2020 🥈 Polaroid Awards 2018 🥉The Congenial Awards 2020 🥉The Award Contest 2019 🥉The Writing Contest Award 2019 🥉The Creativity Awards 2019 Say no to plagiarism! Trust your creativity! Cover by @elenawarz

Poetry and songs for the lost and surviving. Scars aren't an idea they're a reality steeped in truth. They're a constant. And from them the epitome of strength and power emerges. *Third Place in Poetry in The Starship Awards 2019 *2nd Place in the Summer Awards in Poetry 2019 *2nd Place in Poetry in the 4th Ohana Awards 2019 *1st Place in Poetry in the Bookiestars Awards 2019 *1st Place in Poetry in the Misfit Story Awards 2019 *1st Place in Poetry in The Invisible Awards 2019 *1st Place in Poetry in The Dream Awards 2019 *1st Place in Poetry in The Grace Awards 2019 *3rd Place in Poetry in the Wand Awards 2019 *Category Winner in Poetry in The Dauntless Warrior Awards 2019 *1st Place in Poetry in The Fiction Wars III 2019 *2nd Place in Poetry in The Black and Gold Leaf Awards 2019 *2nd Place in Poetry in The Imperial Awards 2019 *2nd Place in Poetry in The Fallen Angel Awards 2019 *Honorable Mention in Poetry in the Coalition Summer Awards 2019 *3rd Place in Poetry in the Vintage Awards 2019 *2nd Place in Poetry in The Sunflower Awards 2019 *1st Place in Poetry in The Chromatic Awards 2019 *3rd Place in Poetry in The Water Awards 2019 #tbsa2019 #TheMintAwards #TheMintys2019 #theblackawards2k19 #thecosmicawards2019 *Cover by @Amaboo