wangxian are just not leaving my mind as i am working on my other story . so to give my heart peace i will write this ff . PLS don't reupload or copy without permission . This novel is based on "the untamed" not on GDC. So, it starts off from the end of the untamed. enjoy ........ love you xiao zhan and yibo. and thank you the whole untamed team and writer of mo dao shi zhu for this heartfelt work .

Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can. ***** It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living? [[word count: 40,000-50,000 words]]