papillon (n) French word for butterfly - from Latin papilio or papilion **** Traveling around the world with her parents was not enough to keep Victoria satisfied. She yearned for independence, looking for new stories to tell, new people to meet. That was until she was offered a job to tour around the world and write about her favorite band. Now, all Victoria has to do is befriend the five boys, post about their concerts on social media and write about her experience on her journal. The question is, will meeting One Direction be everything she imagined? Especially when she had always dreamt of meeting the curly haired one. How will Victoria deal with the pressure of crushing on her colleague?

a deep dive into an unknown person's journal and their journey through trauma, loss, and most importantly love. - when the actions of falling in love turn into the very reason for your existence. the very reason that drives your passions and keeps you up at night. when you know there's only one way in and one way out. when you know that no matter how many times you skim through the pages, read the written words with such delicacy and hold this book close.. we will always be out of touch. info ⚠️ - mild trigger warnings (will give one before a tough chapter) - gender neutral. gender isn't specified and you can envision the mc to be whoever you'd like.