If i had only known you'd give just one thing to me, It was your promise on our wedding day-the one didn't keep. You promised you would cherish me until we both grew old, The only vows you took to heart was "To Have" and "To Hold". "To Have" me? I'm a prisoner, an object standing still. "To Hold" me? Yes, you've done that too, but against my will. If walls could tell their stories, and doors unlocked themselves, Everyone would have a view into my secret hell. Crazy? That is what you want me to think I am, Telling me you meant no harm....and that you never will again. The nights you tower over me just to make me feel As if the blame and shame are mine-and my feelings are not real. But you don't know that with each blow and hurt you have to give, The more you build my silent nerve, and my will to live. You think that you have won, I'm broken on the ground, But you don't know the plans in place and strength that I have found. Just know there will come a day, not far within my reach, The only things to grip my soul are happiness and peace. I thank you for letting me see your true colors, now I'm loving the girl I've become. - To you, with resentment, love, your survivor.

Zinovia Akili had never been one for dating or anything involving romantic intimacy. Being a church girl played a large part in that. A 21-year-old, college student, virgin church girl who is way too beautiful for her own good. After her heart was broken by a sleaze bag, the one time she decided to let someone in romantically, she realized that there is no time for boys and fully devoted her life to Christ. Swearing to stay pure until marriage. Though, after a random night at a not-so-bad party, which her best friend forced her to attend, and Zinovia is picked up off the side of the road by a dangerously handsome criminal, she believes her life will be cut short and she'll finally be able to meet her creator. But the handsome stranger had different plans. Way different plans. #36 in Bwwm #1 in Church girl #18 in plussize #18 in Help

kis·met /ˈkizmit,ˈkizˌmet/ noun destiny; fate. how do you know when you've met your soulmate?

We had a code phrase.. "Joshua come save me please!" I sent a simple text in no time he replied.. "I'm on my way, say no more" *Sometimes going the wrong way never felt so right. Sometimes you gotta throw caution to the wind and face what you're not used to.* Kai• X Joshua• {©Caution: Rated ® contains very explicit and vulgar language, this tale is intended for mature audience. Parental advisory is ADVISED! Will definitely contain foul language, scenes that involve lots of sexual content (nudity)! Please be mindful and ENJOY!} ALL RIGHTS RESERVED™✓ Thick Chick APPROVED ™✓ ALL CURVES ALLOWED™✓ Love Handles ON DECK™✓ Markel P. Ward✓ March 19, 2019 ✓

Leaving your hometown is hard, establishing yourself in a new city is harder, making a living as a painter is even harder, but re-finding yourself and opening yourself back up to love after your perfect dream crumbles around you is the hardest. This is the journey Aesha Thomas finds herself on when things go exactly how she dreamt they would then make a full 180 straight to Hell. She has to pick up the pieces, brush herself off, and get back on her grind but she'll be damned if she lets another man swoop in and break her again. Joe is WWE's hottest heel at the moment, having captured the Intercontinental and Universal Championships. He's finally the head workhorse of the company that he's always dreamt of being, sells the most merchandise, his three kids are healthy and happy, and he has a fine ass woman on his arm but that was definitely not part of the plan, neither was getting her pregnant. When he finds himself trapped in a precarious situation, Joe feels like his life begins to spiral out of control everything begins to unravel right in front of him. That is until he meets someone that awakens feelings in him that he hasn't felt in years but magnified by ten. When these two souls meet, it's platonic to stranger's gaze but their spiritual connection transcends what their minds think. He's an immovable object, she's an unstoppable force, but they both know deep inside that they need each other, they both feel it whenever their eyes meet. They'll have ups and they'll have downs but when they finally meet in the middle, the world will quiver in their presence as they witness the inevitable joining of Aesha Thomas and Leati Anoa'i.