The chapters are pretty short oops There's a suicide attempt so don't read if that is triggering They're also gonna do sex so And Jake has cursive handwriting in my i m a g i n a t i o n Jake Paul finds life to be very difficult in his guilt-ridden state of endless self-hatred. It's all the result of his terrible secret. The one he knows he should just take to his grave. Good thing he will never let this secret slip, right? Especially after all these years of hiding it so well.