EK AU Sanem has had anything but an easy life. From her difficult upbringing to her dismal marriage. Her surroundings weigh her down and force her to think her fate is sealed. She is alone, not by choice, but by circumstance. Her only friend is the voice in her head. Life didn't turn out the way Can thought it would either. But he has learned to accept it and even prefers his solitude to the point where he is far more comfortable around horses than he is people. Their two paths cross and life is no longer the same. But with how fate has treated them, do they really want to keep their old lives? The road may be rocky, but they find strength and solace in each other. Set in Northern California during the mid 1930s. Tensions escalate as the rift between the upper and lower classes increases. A possible uprising looms on the horizon. *Disclaimer/Trigger Warning* Please read before starting chapter 1. This is an AU story featuring characters from the Turkish TV show, Erkenci Kuş. A show that is a romantic comedy. This story here is not a romantic comedy. For those finding this story from one of the others I've written, fair warning, this one is going to be darker than what I've published so far. I will not be explicit or go into a lot of detail, but this story does include themes like domestic violence and marital rape. These are serious topics that I do not take lightly. I will do my best to always be respectful and ask that all readers do so too in any comments. Chapters will also not have individual warnings marking it as mature. (Before your minds get too carried away, no. Can Divit is not the villain here. So you can relax on that front.)

Following a terrible accident, Can Divit loses his memory. He wakes up and there is a stranger beside his bed, Sanem, her eyes full of love and hope. Hope that he crushes in an instant when he asks "Who are you?" Two years of his life disappeared, he tries to reconcile with the man he woke up as and the man Sanem loves. However, he can't ever imagine giving up his freedom for love. So is his amnesia a blessing in disguise, a way to claim back his life and love of freedom or an error he has to correct. A clash between two men in one body. Sanem's Can, who would give up everything for his love. The one ready to get married, settle down and start a family. Can Divit, the lonely Albatross who values his freedom above all, dedicated to his camera and spreading his wings discovering all corners of the world. Falling in love with Sanem isn't the problem, the question is will she accept this version of him. Or will she choose the memories of the past over the new memories they could create together. How does Sanem cope with these two men? Will she fight to get her Can back or try to understand the Albatross a little better. She is sure of only one thing, whoever he is today she will always love him. Her Can or the new Can. Sanem has to decide whether or not she is ready to go down the path of new discovery with the Can who doesn't remember her. However, the memories of their past love are so important than her, maybe too important. Will she stick around or save herself the heartache. The story will begin as an intercept between episode 46 and 47 then pick up at episode 51 before the reunion. Enjoy!

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What if Can never lost his memory? So, let's start when they kiss one year later.

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Book 3 (Completed) After her heartbreak Sanem moved away from Istanbul taking a big secret with her. She built a new life for herself....for once everything florished her career as a professional writer her perfume and cream bussiness. While all this was going on she became a mother which was her greatest achievement. Adjusting to life as a mother with support of family and friends. Everything was going well...she had a perfect life. Although she would never admit it she still harboured feelings and felt incomplete without the the one person who she never wanted to see. Can found betrayal everywhere...Having found out the lengths his own mother had gone to to get Sanem out of his life. But fate had plans for the two lost lovers...and crossed their paths again. After Can had come to work on a campaign at Sanem the two met again. Can found out about the secret Sanem had been keeping. Could their lives be complete without each other...could they rebuild their lives forgive and forget build trust and be complete as a family.

Just like a long time ago , it was just them and the open wide starry night .

I was inspired to write this after seeing several comments on Twitter. I had a similar idea months ago that involved Fabri, and since he's no longer on the show I adapted it for current events. Inspo Playlist: My Own - Whitaker Lovely (with Khalid) - Billie Eilish Where's My Love (Alternate Version) - SYML Running up That Hill - Placebo Breathe - Fleurie Pieces - Red When The Darkness Comes - Colbie Caillat Be Still - The Fray

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