dotdaebin
i always say goodbye to my loved ones as if that's the last time i'm gonna see them
because i forget to look either ways before crossing the road nowadays and
find myself almost wishing to never make it to my destination while i'm inside a car or a plane
i read somewhere that 'you never know when the bus is coming'
so i think since then a part of me has been living in a way
as if i'm always expecting for the bus to hit
some days it's
'i better do everything that makes me happy and tell everyone i love them before it hits me'
but
more often than not it's
'why hasn't it hit me yet.'