in which an unexpected surprise changes the errors of a mans stance in the world. - a shawn mendes fanfiction

[sequel to egotistical] [on hold] 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 ➙ 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 *** "When you've had your heart broken by your own stupid mistakes, lyrics tend to flow out of you like a river breaking the dam. You write about the nostalgia, you write about the love you felt so intensely that your heart pounded out of your chest, and you write about the life changing heartache. The pain. Part of you wonders if you deserve it, if you deserve the ache in your chest that just doesn't let up. I still haven't gotten my answer for that. I messed up horribly, but does that really mean I have to suffer day in and day out? Who knows, maybe I do deserve it. A heartbreaker deserves heartbreak, right?" *** ©️Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com

[completed & under editing] 𝐞𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 ➙ 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧; 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥 *** In which an 18 year old student has to live with quite the cocky roommate and deal with the complications of sharing accommodation with him and the fluttering of her heart whenever he's nearby. *** ©️Copyright 2018. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com highest ranked; #1 under 'CollegeStudent'. #1 under 'Fanfiction'. #3 under 'ShawnMendesFanfiction'. #6 under 'Shawn'.

𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐖𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐒 "i can still recall, our last summer. i still see it all." - or in which two lost souls find another but the universe works against them. a story, about love that was only meant for one summer.