"Nothing is ever easy when Evan Buckley is in your life." ** I do not own 9-1-1 or their characters. Stella Moore, Gigi, Mazzey, Amanda, Tyler, Savannah, Russell and any other character that will show up later in the story and events that will occur are mine. Not everything is as it is in the show 9-1-1.

"Keep your confessions Cause babe I'm no saint We're playing with fire" - In Flames, Digital Daggers Mariana Ramirez doesn't let people into her life. At twenty-six, she has seen her fair share of loss not only in her life but also in her ER. After a devastating day in the emergency room, Mariana decided to join the LAFD in hopes of saving lives before they reached the ER. As a fully fledged member of the 118, Mariana must learn to cope with her losses, trust people again, and maybe even find love in her heart. Can someone who has lost so much find themselves again? Or will Mariana lose herself entirely? Content warning: will discuss death, abuse, child abuse, very brief mentions of suicide, some scenes of violence Cover by @wcnderstcrm