[editing...] A story about two confusing people who have no idea of what they're doing. Ellie Mae Miller enters her senior year in hopes of starting fresh and wanting to experiment more to her missed teenager experiences. One day she reunites with the one and only, Jae Foster. The one boy she falls head over heels for. The one boy she keeps on going back to. Is it her kindness that brings her back? Or is it him? What will happen when this one boy makes her life even more confusing? One boy she hopes in changing. *mature content*

Estella, a seventeen year-old who has been homeschooled her entire life, decides to attend a regular high school her senior year. Without much expulsion to meeting new people, making friends, and building relationships, she finds herself caught in the middle of high-strung drama on multiple occasions throughout her nine months at Westwood High. She forces herself out of her shell, growing as an individual as she finally gets a taste of a regular life.

she was a typical, friendly, intelligent teen. he was a guy with no ambition, had a broken sleep schedule and lived off energy drinks and ouid. but who was the one who was going to fall way too deep?

He walks me backwards, getting dangerously close to the edge of the building. "You're a suicidal maniac and you don't even know it." He looks me up and down, lowering his tone. "But I see right through you darling" - - In which a troubled girl with insomnia meets the new boy in town, who happens to struggle with the same disorder. When fate continues to bring them closer, she inevitably catches feelings; with only 3 problems standing in the way. 1, Her incredibly controlling boyfriend. 2, Her raging trust issues. And 3, the new boy's secret past, which once revealed with change her life forever and thrust her into a journey she never could have prepared for. - - - Content warning: Contains themes of depression, murder,, suicidal thoughts, sh, substance abuse, deep discussions, etc. If any of these trigger you, I don't advise reading on <3